plish! stop lying.

hey,stop lying me! who u think u are?? koe egt aq bodo sanad ke na kne tpu nan koe olmost evrydae. im sick of dat. ta bole ke koe cte jek bnde yg btowl. ssa sanad ke na cte bnde yg sbna. strok mne edowp koe smpai koe na kne tpu aq psal life koe yg aq ta nmpak. aq da lme knal koe. takan laa nan aq pon koe na tpu. nan owg len tuh aq ta ksa nd ta pdulik pon koe na tpu ke ta. aq ta bole na nafikn yg koe tuh mmg bek nan aq. koe tlg aq ble aq ad prob. tp aq taley na trime ble koe tpu aq bolat2. plis,be ur self. life koe kre da bgos ap, ad boyfiee yg sygs koe, ad mmb rmai, koe sntek, koe sumil, rmai na mmb nan koe. koe na ap ag smpai koe kne tpu aq. ap yg koe dpt if koe tpu aq. koe da bruba doe. koe sda ta yg koe da bruba jao sanad. koe da ta mcm koe yg aq knal dlu. sda la weyh, aq da ta sggop ag kne tpu nan koe. suwy, aq ta brani na bgtaw koe dpn2. sbb aq ta smpai aty na bgtaw. koe bek sanad nan aq. aq rse koe jekk ar beshtie aq. koe byk tlg aq. aq mgaku, aq mmg jeles nan koe. koe twu sbb ap?? sbb koe sntek,sbb koe sumil, sbb rmai owg sygs koe. tp aq ta pena tpk pon na dengki koe mcm2. aq ta pena tpk na jaat nan koe. stkat ngalan2 tuh bese la eak. sbleknye, aq bgge nan koe. bg aq, koe da ad sgle2 yg koe na. tp npe koe na tpu aq ag. aq ta pcye koe da bruba sanad. tp koe ttp yg tbek bg aq. aq cme mnx tlg koe sanad2, stop lying me. mcm yg aq bgtaw td, aq ta brani na bgtaw koe dpan2 sbb aq tkot koe tanak mmb nan aq ag. but aq tpkse bgtaw. suwy3. (aq ta sbot nme pon, co if trse tuh koe, plish laa. stop lying me!) tengs. koe beshtie aq plenk tbek. im proud of u,sister!

heyhey, mind ur own bisnes!

i knoe wht im doin'. i doesn't need u to say wht im supposed to do. u doesn't hv ryte to mke a decision fer me. mind ur own bisnes uke! seems like u're tryin' to control my life. who u are?? are u my parents?? my siblings?? my beshtie?? my boyfiee?? not ryte! so take care of ur own life! if u doesn't hv one, find it. im sick of u! sick wif ur kids attitude. can u be more mature?? rimas taw ark! stop pretend that u care bout me. i unly knoe u fer a moth nd now, u try to control my life. last words from me to u : stop being like a children. im sick of that!!!

startin' a new life w/o u!

u make me knoe better about life.
u teach me how to be love.
u ask me to believe in myself.
u said,i shouldn't care what peeps gonna says bout me.

u make my life shine.

u ask me to confident on anything that i do.
u tell me,i hv to trust a person that i love.

u make me proud of myself.
u teach me to be strong.
u said,i shouldn't cry fer sumone that never cry fer me.

but then, u went nd change tha word.
now my heart is empty.
nd i hv to awake nd stand by myself.
no more u to support me.
i hv to be strong facing tha fact.
i shouldn't cry fer u that never cry fer me.
just like u told me.
nd i will keep tha memories that we belong.
unly u nd me!
now i have to startin' a new life w/o u.

tengs fer being sumone special in my life!

tengs. unly tht i can say to u now. u make me knoe wht love is. i admit tht since u go, i can't focus on wht im doing. i unly think of u at all my time, peeps olways mad at me cause i doesn't focus on my work.but i never care wht they said. now i knoe,i was wrong! i was wrong cause i think of u,but u never knoe wht im felt,not even once! now i hv to be strong. strong to facing wht will happen. i hv stop thinking of u, stop loving u. or i'll getting hurt. i hv to accept the truth tht now u found sumone better than me. i happy for u, even my heart now really hurt. i've never had sumone tht knoe me like tha way u do. i've never had sumone as good fer me as u. its hard fer me to accept tht u not in my life again. trying to forget u is like to remember sumone tht i never knew. u knoe im strong,but i can't take tht. when u said her name infront me, its really hurt me. but i knoe shes really important to u. nd as ur FRIEND i hv to support u. yaa, unly FRIEND ryte?? i hope u will happy wif her. suwy if i make mistakes to u. nd if i hurt u. L/W : tengs fer being sumone special in my life fer a long tyme.....