cupcakes nd chocolate milkshake?? yummy!!

online!online!online! sudaa agk lme aq online ary ney. boring ouh. tataw na bwat ap ag. aq pon brse agakk lapa. rse cm na mkn cupcakes nd chocolate milkshake jekk. haish! gedikk tol laa tekak ney. haha. then aq trs call kaka aq. aq ckp laa ngn dye aq rse mcm na mkn cupcakes. aq men2 jekk. tataw plakk dye btol2 na bwak aq mkn cupcakes tuh. then dy tros bwak aq grak g town tok mcrikk cupcakes yg aq tringin na mkn tuh. smpai kt satu kdai ney, aq tnmpak cupcakes yg sungguh sdap & menyelerekan.(ecehh ayt ta bole bla)haha. nmpk cm sdap jekk an,ap ag aq pow ar kaka aq cupcakes tuh,da dye kte na blnje aq tdikk kn. dsebab kn dy da jnji ngn aq,dye pon blikn laa aq cupcakes nd chocolate milkshake yg aq na sgt tuh. sdap laa siakk. da laa sumilsumil. mcm2 kaler ad plak tuh. haish sdap laa seyh. tp rse sygs plak na mkn cupcakes yg mcm2 kaler ney. na bwat cane an, da bnde tuh tok dimkn.aq saokk jekk ar. kenyang prot aq melantak cupcakes. ntah bpe byk laa kn yg aq da mkn.haha.

yummy!!!

slpas melantak cupcakes yg sumilsumil tuh,kaka aq tros anta aq blek uma coz dy ad keje ag. ble da smpai uma tade bnde len yg aq bole bwat selaen online. pape pon sdap ouh cupcakes nd chocolate milkshake tdikk. dpt gakk aq mkn cupcakes stlah sekian lme ta mkn cupcakes. btw tengs kaka!! ily! hee

eyh eyh! tengs uke..

tengs. tuh jekk yg i bole bg kat u sbb u bg i chance na sygs u. mmg dulu i ngaku yg i ta skee kt u. tp lpas ap yg u bwat kat i such as u caring sanad psal i,i rse i skee kt u. i taw i byk sket kn aty u. but i didn't meant it. sory uke. i taw, ap yg jdik skg ney bkan sala u. i yg bwat ney sume tjdik. i mmg byk gle sala nan u. thats why, i na kte sory sbb sket kn aty u nd tengs sbb bg i chance sygs u. u salu ckp yg u sygs i tp i mcm tade pasaan jekk. sbb at that tyme i cme anggap u mcm beshtie i jekk. jaat kn i. i ta ksa u na kte i jaat ke,i kejam kee. sbb i taw i mmg jaat,i mmg kejam bwat u cm tuh. now, u ask me to forget u. i dont think that i can. but i'll try if u ask me to do. now i knoe, even i ta knal u lme sanad tp u bole bg i ktwe ble i text u. i taw u mara kt i. thats why u ta rply text i. tp i ta ksa sbb mmg ptot pon u ta payah rply text i. mmg ptot u mara kt i. tp pape pon tengs aw.

bad girls?? yes, i am.

yes,i'm a bad girl. u can say that. i can't see sumone that arrogant with their life. that thing will make u see i'm a bad girls infront of u. because i will said to that person directly that i hate her/he being like that. once i said i hate to see u like that, forever i will hate it. unless if u trying to understand me the way i am. only peeps that know me as well as my famely do, understand my attitude actually. once u said that u hate me, hate my behavior, i'm twice hate u, hate ur behavior. if u told to ur frends that i bad enough, u're wrong!! there's ones girl that i knoe more bad than me. now, at this post, i want to tell u, that im a bad girl,but i'm Not a bitch. mind ur words if u trying to said that thing infront me. nd i olso hate girls that like to pretend to be sumbody else. no one perfect, so why u have pretending to be a person thats not u. if u don't even know cre aq bkwan cane, don't judge the books by its cover. bad girls?? yes,i am. any probs?? just tell me babe!

stop forcing me!!

can u stop forcing me?? that anoying u know. u treat me like a kids. i'm not! u are! ur behavior like kids yg bru na blaja loving sumone. why must u told me what to do. i'm not ur systah!! i'm know u less than 6 month. nd now u trying to arrange my life. who're u?? my boyfie?? no ryte. my brother?? no! my father?? of course u're not. rmas taw ta. please laa. i hve my own life. i can make my own decision. i doesn't need u to tell me about my decision nd about my future. u make me sick. evry tyme i bgtaw u yg i ta ske pgai u, u ckp sory.nex tyme u tanak bwat ag laa konon,kan. then,lpas2 tuh bwat gakk. tp ble i na bwat sumting, u msti ade untok bgtaw i ap i ptot bwat. u egt u bwat cm tuh owg ske ea. parents i pon ta control life i mcm u. if i kte i tanak,bole ta jgn pkse?? rmas seyh mcm ney. once again u force me nd tell me what to do, i will ignore u until u admit what u've done.
L/W:i have my own living circle, nd my circle doesn't need u to tell me what to do.

can u stop?? u hurt me enough!!

why must u hurt me?? am i do anything tht u hate?? no ryte? but why must u do that thing?? infront my own eyes! i feel so bad. i saw u with tht person. if she's ur frend, why must u wanna hold her hands?? why?? as i knoe, she's not ur systah ryte?? is that u called frends?? holding hands together,go evrywhere together(behind me!). i knoe tht she's ur classmate. but, pelu ke bnde tuh tjdik kt sume klas mate u?? i trust u. what u have done with my trust on u?? why must u make me hate u?? before this, u promise that kind of that things never will happen again ryte?? i trust u. now, u do it again. not evryone get second chance in their life. but u get it. i give it to u. knpe u sie2 kn second chance yg i bg tuh. if btol laa i ney pnteng tok u canew yg u salu ckp tuh, prove it! u said u na bruba. tp i ta nmpk pon yg u na bruba. npe seyh?? ta sngke u bole bwat i cmney. luckily i saw u. if i ta nmpk, ap ag seyh u bwat nan dy. tell me if u want her in ur life. not me. i give u 2 weeks to prove that u na bruba. if ta, u hve to choose. i do love u because u special nd prefect enough fer me. that's why i give u one more chance. i hope u ta sie2 kn one more chance yg i bg ney.

dear ***** , ily! :)

koe taw ark,ekceli aq da lme ske kt koe. tp aq ta bgtaw koe sbb aq ego tanak ngaku aq ske kt koe even koe da pena tye aq byk kali. mmg la koe tuh ta ensem sanad,tp aq ta pena pndg tuh sume. koe bek glew nan aq. koe salu bwat aq ktwe if aq jmpe koe. koe taw pangai aq cane,nd aq bole nmpk yg koe bole trime aq walau cane aq skali pon. koe pena tgok aq ta mekap, bkan lawo pon an, tp koe ta pena ksa pon. koe still lyn aq bek.koe still bole trime aq cane. aq taw, koe pena dga dyowg cte mcm2 pasal aq.tp aq tgok mcm koe ta amek pdulik pon. sbb aq taw koe da knal aq cane. koe bek doe nan aq. slme ney, aq aggap koe cm beshtie aq jekk,tp bwu skunk aq sda yg aq mmg btol2 ske kt koe. aq ta ksa if lpas ney koe kte yg koe cme aggp aq ney beshtie koe jekk. yek ar,ta heran ar. aq ta lawo pon,ta sumil cm mmb2 koe yg len tuh. yg pnting aq da bgtaw yg aq btol2 ske kt koe. pning siak kple aq ble pk pasal ney sume. aq asek pk,na bgtaw koe ke tanak. aq na bgtaw,tp aq sgan la seyh na bgtaw dpn2. da la koe lyn kple,pentol2 jekk. ntie if kne ngalan aq gak yg mlu an.haha. skunk ney, even kte da ta stu klas ag pon,koe still tgo2 aq.ta mcm dak2 len,klas jek sblah tp jgn harap ar na tgo. koe salu kacow aq. even kdg2 aq rse cm rimas,tp aq sda if koe ta kcow aq,msti borink jekk. dri cre koe,nmpak sanad cm koe bg aq hrpan aw. plish laa,tamao bg aq hrpan. koe kwat ngalan,kdg2 aq rse ngalan koe tuh cm real aw. mksod nye mcm, ble koe ngalan aq sumthing yg ta ptot koe ngalan kat aq, aq rse mcm -'eyh,alamak,koe ney btol ke an ckp cm tuh. siyes ke an.' ad stu pktaan koe salu ckp tyme koe ngalan aq. even skli dga cm geli jek an,tp aq ske dga.haha. ble koe kcow aq, nd aq rse cm na mra jekk, ntie koe ckp -'koe sygs aq an. if koe sygs aq,koe jgn mra2 uke.' cre koe ckp, mcm koe bg aq hrpan aw. tamao laa. kn skunk ney aq da tesuke kt koe. spe yg ssah. aq ngn koe jgek yg ssah an. siyesly, aq ckp tros trang, aq mmg ske kt koe.

missing you!!

Ever since that rainy day you left
You’ve taken part of me with you
My heart fails to understand
What all this really means
The numbness that’s dwelling in my mind
Keeps telling me to let you go
But I can only listen to
The crying in my heart
My heart is bursting with so much pain
And time passes slowly; I just can’t help
How much I miss you
I’m missing you, missing you
Why did you have to say good-bye?
Maybe this was the way that things were meant to be
I’m missing you

I know I’m drowning in all my tears
I just can’t seem to cease the flood
My heart keeps on yearning for you
Will you ever come back?
The aching that’s been inside my heart
Doesn’t seem to become any less
I try to tell myself to move on
But I can’t help myself
Repeat Chorus 1 minus last line

Please promise me, promise me
That you’d find someone else to love
It’s not me, though it’s not me
For your sake, I’ll learn to be strong
It’s hard for me, hard for me
Oh, I love you, I’m missing you
Maybe this was the way that things were meant to be
I’m missing you

breathless

Love starts to blossom.
Thinking of you, i become breathless.
My lip curl into a smile unknowing
Are these the symptoms of blissfulness?
My heart starts to pround
thinking of you, i become breathless.
I start to blush and breathe unnaturally.
Are these the symptoms of blissfulness?
I become breathless, again
the jasmine flowers scent fill the air.
The moonlight shines, but can't see to the sadness.
In the field in the front of the merry go round.
Love starts to blossom

one that i adore

Should the rain fall on the willows
When the morning light appears
I will be the cloud that billows
To cover your doubts and fears
So that you may find composure
As you journey through the storm
Ever bound by the enclosure
Of my wings to keep you warm.

dear,@#$%^

Should you rise without a rainbow

Perched to cast your dreams upon
I will set your spirit aglow
With a grand sunrise at dawn
So that you may see the splendor
Destined in the day ahead –
The images, so sweet and tender
Far removed from angst and dread.

dear,@#$%^

When the morning hour arrives
I will be a light, revealing
All the dreams for which you strive
You have brought my heart elation
Something I cannot ignore
You’re my friend, my inspiration
And the one that I adore.

our friendship never end!

if u, (my beshtie) were jump off the bridge, i wouldn't jump with u. i'd be at the bottom to catch u. laughing with u are more worth it then all the wealth that i can get in this world.i will always be there fer u nd hope u'll be there fer me too. fer our friendship that can be never broken,i will remain loyal through all the good nd the bad.and in the end we will be glad,because without u,i am nothing,as u are nothing without me,we fill the space a lover couldn't fill,fer we hold each others secrets that we would never spill,and the dae u're gone,part of me goes too,because i wouldn't want to be here without u.best frends forever u and me.nothing could ever change that ; its destiny!u see right through my pretenses,u look right through my mask,u know just when i need a hug,i never need to ask.u show up when im lonely,u stay when im depressed,all of my rude comments,u shrug away in jest.u see all my dark,u see all my light,u're always by my side,even when im not right.u cheer me when im sad,u catch me when i fall,how did u come to earn my trust,when i trust no one else at all?? a dozen roses i give to u my friend,a gift that seems so small,but they represent so much,our friendshipmost of all. a roses for the friendship,a roses foe the touch,a roses for the trust we share,our sharing means so much. a roses for the kindness, and the deep caring u show,a rose for the comfort given,when i've been feeling low. i appreciated what u do fer me as a friends. i knoe u do care bout me as much as i do care bout u. so tengs beshtie. i knoe u will be there fer me as much as i can be there fer u. our friendship is more expensive than anything in this world. and our friendship can't buy with money. money is nothing to compare with our friendship. i proud to call u my beshtie. no one can be better than u to be my beshtie. iloveyoubeshtie!!

beshtie!

aq bgge sanad ad mmb cm kowg. aq ta pena ad mmb sebek kowg. kowg jek ar mmb yg aq pcye. kowg jekk doe mmb yg pham aq cane. kowg mmg ta sme cm mmb aq yg len. kowg taw ta sbb ap aq ckp cm tuh. sbab :

1.kte if ap2 msti bwat sme2.

2.kte g mne2 msti g sme2.

3. if sala sowg dr kte ad prob,kte msti tlg slesai kan sme2.

4.if kte b'dkak,msti b'dkak sme2.

5. if kowg blaja,aq pon blaja even at tht tyme, aq tade mud na blaja.

6. ble aq ad prob,kowg dga prob aq.

7. kowg pham sanad cre aq cane,even kte bwu jek knal diz year.

8. kte jrg gdo sbb kowg sume pham aq cane. nd aq pon pham kowg cane.

9. dgn kowg,aq asek ktwe jekk.even if aq tade mud.

10.if kowg rse aq ad bwt kowg trse ke, kowg msti ckp tros nan aq. kowg tade pon na ckp2 blakang.

11.kowg ta pena na sala kan aq if sumting happen nd bnd tuh mmg sala aq.

12. cre kowg bkwan bwat aq slese sanad mmb nan kowg.

13.kowg salu tlg aq if aq ssah.

14.kowg ta sme cam mmb yg aq da knal btaon2.da knal aq btaon2 pon still ta bole pham aq cane.asek aq jekk na kne pham dyowg.

15.kowg bek sanad2 nan aq.

aq bgge sanad kowg mmb aq doe! owg salu kate,-'ur enemies can't hurt u, but ur friends will kill u.' tp kowg ta mcm tuh. aq ney,ta la sesntekk kowg.ta la sesumil kowg. ta la sepndai kowg. ta la sebek kowg. tp kowg ttp bole trime aq sbgai mmb kowg. siyes nd jjor aq ckp, kowg ar mmb pleng bek nd pleng besh yg aq pena ad. ap2 pon yg tjdik lpas ney,kowg ttap mmb aq. ssah na jmpe mmb cm kowg.skunk ney yg byk cme mmb yg salu mkn mmb sndrik. tp aq confident, yg kowg ta mcm tuh. tengs sbab jdikk mmb aq yg pleng bek! tengs beshtie!

-diz entry i post fer my beshtie : eyqa, ella, fariha-
tengs kowg!
iloveyou!
:)