frenemies =)

you know what? sometimes enemies are better for us than a friends.

why?


because enemies will say bout our weaknesses and mistakes in good faith than our own friends.

kata orang,kawan gelak ketawa senang nak dpat. berduyun-duyun datang bile kita tengah senang and bergembira. at that time,semua ngendeng-ngendeng (dekat-dekat) dgn kita and at that time kita ade siket rase berlagak kat some peeps. memang tak patut kita mcm tuh tapi bile da ramai sgt yg ngendeng-ngendeng mane nak prasan tuh sume kan.

tapi bile kita susah or ade masalah and perlukan pendapat seseorang or pertolongan seseorang, mane kawan tuh? mane kawan yg ade dgn kita mase senang dulu? mane dia orang yg sebok2 ngendeng-ngendeng kita tuh? jgan kata nak nampak batang hidung,bayang-bayang pon tak tentu timbul. bile kita ternampak and terserempak,tak tegur pon. jgn kate nak tegur, senyum pon tade. bile kita panggil mcm nak lari dari kita. padahal bila kita senang dulu dia yg sibuk2 nak kawan dgn kita. mase tuh BFF laa,BESTIE laaa,FRIENDS FOREVER laa,SIBLINGS laa tapi bila kita susah skrg? harrram. tade pon nak tolong kita.

at last orang yg kita berlagak mase kita senang tuh la yg tolong kita. orang yg kita tak brape suka tuh laa yg ade dgn kita. yg lain?? tade makne nye.

thats why my mummy always said, "jgn senang sgt nak benci orang or tak suke kt orang tuh. mane kita tau nnti orang tuh yg akan tolong kita berbanding orang yg kita 'suka berkawan' tadi. kita pun tak tau orang yg kita 'suka berkawan' tuh betul ke sebenarnya nak kawan dgn kita sebab kita. kita tak tau,ntah2 orang yg kita 'suka berkawan', yg kita same2 duduk crite psal orang lain tuh tak suke pon dgn kita. ntah2 orang yg kita duduk ketawa same2 tuh sibuk crite2 blakang psal kita kat orang lain." 

so tak payah laa nak benci2 or tak suke kat 'dia ni' laa, 'dia tuh' laa. sebab kita tak tau pun ape pulak yg orang lain fikir psal kita. suke kawan dgn kita ke, tak suka kawan dgn kita ke. mane kita tau. hati orang kan hmmm

APEAPESAJELAAYEADASAYAKESAH : bole di katakan saya mengalami semua situasi yg saya ckp tadi. every year bila saya jumpe kwan baru je,mesti ade kwan lama yg akn bgtau kwan baru tuh psal saya or apape. saya tau mereka tak suka sgt dgn saya nii. byak sebabnye. saya tanak tau kenape mereka tak suka saya,cukup la saya tau yg mereka tak suka saya.  tuh da ckup buat saya sedih kdg2 T_T  lagi pun memang sala saya. sape suro saya nii 'berperangai'  mcm tuh. tapi setakat ini. mereka layan saya as their friend, and mereka layan saya dgn baik. dan saya happy mereka layan saya dgn baik. walaupun kdg2 ade yg nmpak sgt tak suka saya. tape. saya tak kesah. dan saya akan berusaha menjadi someone yg disenangi mereka (but kalau da tak bole nak buat mcm mane kan. terime jela. but i am for who i am.)

THANKS TO : them, for being a best and supa great classmates for 2 years [4T1 & 5T1] and tahan dgn prangai saya (tapi kalau tak tahan ckap tau hee).
LAST WORDS : sorry if this entry buat mereka marah or tak suka or apape je prasaan yg bla bla bla. i didn't mean it. just to say my opinion :))

tak suke cakap oke!

firstly nak cakap yg this entry about them which is mean guys not girls. jgn sala anggap ye. and this entry bukan nak gaduh2 or what and ni bukan pasal kau yg aku pena 'carik pasal'  dulu. 

still tak tau hape msalah these guys dgn saya. since last year pokk! adoiii sape bole tahan bile da almost hari-hari mcm nii an. then, bile ckgu da bg pinjam kite punye SCIENCE PEKA, they should keep it properly or jage ar baik2 an.ni tak, bile kite tanye dia bole pulak jwab dgn muke cover2 handsome dia tuh, "mane ade aku pinjam kau punye. aku pinjam ***** punye laa." bole pulak an dia ckp mcm tuh. da sah2 kite nmpak membe die passing kertas kite kat dia an. then bile kite tanye mane kertas kite, dia jwab, "mane aku tau" dengan muke blagak and mcm da handsome tuh. adoiiii panas je an. da pinjam orang punye, tanak ckp betul2 pulak. da la peka penting tuh. nti tak dpt markah,dorang nak tanggung ape? adoii.

then bile kite ckp kat cikgu yg kertas kite hilang mase dorang pinjam,lagi nak mara2 kite pulak. kate kite tuduh2 dorang pulak.da memang last kite nmpak kertas tuh dorang pegang. then mcm nak maki2 pulak. TAK SUKE SAYA CAKAP!! ni tak, suke2 je nak maki2 orang. mcm da good2 je. YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO SAID THAT TO ME!!

elehh saya tau lah saya nii tak cantik mcm others,tp at least saya tak ade lah, nak cover2 cantik mcm korang (cover2 handsome) mcm laa handsome sgt. (uncle depan ruma saya lagi handsome). malu sehh dulu suke kat one of my friends but my friend tuh tak layan pon haaha malu siaa haa :)) aa pasal science peka tuh, saya tau korang nak kenakan saya kan. sebab korang memang tak suke saya kan. ye saya tau tuh

APEAPESAJELAAYEADASAYAKESAH : saya cume kate ape yang saya rase je oke. fine! maybe a bit melampau but if you at my shoes,hape agaknye rase bile ade orang yg jenis mcm nii kite kene hadap. sorry for any mistakes or terkasar bahasa. honestly saya tak suke nak buat mcm tuh kat orang lain. i don't want to argue or fighting. saya tanak the same mistakes repeated. i don't want 'pisang berbuah dua kali' oke. so for them or sapesape yg rase dia tak puas hati or tak suke dgn saya,just say it or leave me a message. saya tak kesah. as long you tell me.

kerinduan melampau :\

suda agak lame tidak meng-update ini blog. like usual busy with my study *cehh pdahal tade laa busy sgt* yela yela memang tak busy sgt but malas pulak nak meng-update ini blog. tatau nak post psal hape :)

what ever it is, i miss this blog a hundred trillion times whoee!~

i had many story to updates. byak sgtsgtsgt bnde nak tulis sebenarnye,so i will update a.s.a.p.

between us (love story) [part 2]

this entry adalah sambungan dari previous entry. this one is part 2. for those who already read the previous one, here the next part 2 :)

15 February 2010

its almost a month you became our new monitor. and selama tuh, kite banyak do class things together,but susa sgt nak dengar you bercakap. memang salu your friend or our friend yg byk tolong kite yg ckap. i ingat you tak faham bahasa melayu. i tak tau la you memang betul tak faham or you memang saje tanak ckap. so i bia jela as long you buat sume keje yg cikgu bagii. but byak2 bende cikgu suro buat,bende yg paling i tak suke nak buat dgn you is angkat buku and carik cikgu lain. bukan ape, you tuh haa,mcm tade prasaan je an. nak angkat buku yg ringan je. bukan nak kate buku yg i angkat nii berat sgt, but berat laa (alaa baru 5 buku da kate berat) 5 buah buku tuh berat taukk. and paling menyakitkan hati bile you bole buat tak tau je,sedangkan you da nampak yg i nii terhegeh-hegeh bwak buku yg berat tuh naik tingkat 3. sampai hati kan T_T you memang pentingkan diri sendiri. tak gentlmen langsung!!!  

22 February 2010

that day you tak dtg skola. i rase happy sebab i tak payah nak buat keje dgn you and tak payah nak tahan dgn perangai you yg tah hape-hape tuh. but mostly i kene buat keje sorang2 selain dibantu oleh our setiausaha. quite fun jugak bile you tade so, senang siket i nak buat keje tuh :) yela slame nii ikot kepala  you je nak buat keje yg cikgu bagi huh. tapi i tak tahu kenape, i feel like boringg je. why eh? : \

26 February 2010
da five days you tak datang kenapa eh? salunye kalau ade student tak dtg mesti our form teacher tanye,but dia tak ade pulak tanye you. and every time,your friend tanye dia "cikgu,kenape Dylan tak datang?" dia just gelengkan kepale je. what is that suppose to mean? agaknye kenape ar? lame da tak nampak muke kerekk you tuh. lame da i buat keje dgn our setiausaha nii. he's different, buat keje slow siket. tak mcm you. kalau you,madahh nak cepat je. so i pon dah terbiasa. then bile you tak ade rase lain pulak "ohh kau suke kt dia eh? haa haa" my friend akan ckp cm tuh bile i tanye kenape you tak dtg "ehh mane ade. no way! tak kan aku suke kat dia. NEVER!!!!" and thats my answer.

1 March 2010
finally, you came! you came after 5 days tak datang. but your face tak mcm salu. i don't know how to describe but for sure,memang lain. even salu you tak byak ckap and jarang senyum tapi muke you tak mcm tuh. lain gile. "dia botox la tuh. 5 hari tak datang" i don't know ape agaknye yg my friends fikir bile i kate you mcm lain siket. botox?? mcm tak logic je an haha. your face yg tak mcm salu tuh la buat i rase there is something wrong. but what is it?

8 March 2010

all this long, you tak pernah tegur i. maybe siket2 tuh ade lah.but not often. the most suprising me is, today you speak to me! whoa!~  i was glad bile you ckap dgn i,yela selama nii tak pernah kan. but unfortunately, you speak in a horrible way. you tak pernah nak marah i bile i sala buat keje yg cikgu bagi, slalu you tegur mcm tuh je tuh pon kadang2 je. but today,you show to me mcm you tak suke cikgu bgi you keje dgn i. i was shock! why? "tapikan,kalau dia ade probs ke hape ke,dia tak boleh tiba-tiba marah kau babe. rase mcm tak patot je kan" Kyra's reaction when i tell her bout that. (kyra was my friend oke) "haiss lantak dia lah. ade aku kesah ke? naseb aku tak stay satu ruma dgn dia,kalau tak mesti aku madahh kene marah je an" replied me. i don't mind. lagi pon memang salah i bile i salah letak file yg penting tuh.

22 March 2010
my mummy said, "mummy nak outstation esok. maybe for a few weeks. and no one gonna take care of you. takkan mummy nak tinggalkan you sorang2 kat ruma. so we decide nak mintak our friend for tengok2 kan you. so do you mind if you have to stay kat ruma dorang selama kitorang tak ade?" memang. my parents always kluar sane sini. kdg2 almost a month and i have to stay at my grandma's house. it was awkward sebab i jarang stay kat ruma orang. but i have to kan. nak buat mcm mane. so i terpakse agree dgn my parents decision nak i stay kat ruma kwan dorang. i tak pernah sangka yg my parents punye friend tuh bole pulak ade kne mengene dgn.... wtheck?!! i was too shock! how can..?? ohh gosh!!

to be continue..

APEAPESAJELAAYEADASAYAKESAH : banyak idea saya nak tulis psal nii. i love writing actually :) so i will make sure, coming up part will make you smile :) 

no need

on working day, i always be alone and bored. all day long i do is online every account that i have. da dekat 9 hours i ngadap lappy nii. tak tau nak bukak ape lagi. sgt boringg taukk! but my phone rang and change my day :)

excited nak angkat call,ingat sape yg call rupe nye

Feeqa : buad ape?
me : nothing. online. since 12 noon tadi
Feeqa : what? 12 noon? now da 9 p.m babe! wow! haha tak boring pulak?
me : wak you lah tak boring. da nak gile i online sorang2 taw. tunggu you online,kelaot je.

Feeqa : walauweii sabo yaw babe. bukan i tanak online but i malas wei nak online. bile i online i tengok you je yg online. boringg seii haha

me : cehh yela kan. boring tengok i online. you yg sebok i.m i bile you online,lagi nak kate boring haha

Feeqa : haha alone? 

me : yup. as usual. huhhh

Feeqa : tak kluar? 

me : tak kot. tade membe pokk. nak kuar ape nye.

Feeqa : hah? tade membe? your cousin?

me : haa don't know laa. busy kot dorang. 

Feeqa : haa tuhla i suro carik boyfriend tanak.

me : heii, i got many boyfriends what. how many do you want?

Feeqa : babe,you nii bebal ke saje buat bebal? haha bukan tuhla i mean the SPECIAL one. 

me : whoa! special one hah?i have you and others.why should i get the special one?all of you are special to me :)

Feeqa : eceehh kitorang special. yolah tuh. tade bukan ape babe, at least you tade laa sitting alone like this tauk. 

me : alaa babe, buat ape? i bukannye cantik sgt mcm you. sape je yg nak jdi special i. 

Feeqa : ceit tacing pulok. bla la you. abeh ingat i nii cantik ke? aaa ade laa siket kot haha

me : ah suda. i da puji lebih2 pulak ehh. haha eh find me one laa 

Feeqa : hoo bole. nak mcm mane? meh sini i carik kan

me : hahaha. i want... aaaa... like the one yg i tunjuk kat you hari tuh ngee

Feeqa : which one ar?

me : alaa yg k*r**n tuh heee

*terkejut gile dia bile saya ckap saya nak yg mcm nii (with the car skali oke :)

Feeqa : haaahhh?? bia betul you ni babe?

me : ape? betul la *dgn nada yg serious

Feeqa : gile you! mane i nak carik yg mcm tuh.

me : haa you yg tanye i nak yg mcm mane. i jwab laa. haha

Feeqa : ehh you nii betul la taw. nak yg tuh je. tinggi pulak tuh.

me : wei mestilah. tinggi la bagus kan. takan yg same tinggi pulak. haha

Feeqa : ahh suda la you. i serious you main2 pulak. 

me : eh i serious la ni. sape suro you tanye. haha

Feeqa : ah suda. oke la babe, wanna do my homework. don't forget yours. esok, kite crite balik pasal nii oke.  i tak puas hati betul dgn your answer. 

me : haha ape seii you. alaa tak payah buat laa. 

Feeqa : haa bagus tak payah buat. pas tuh kite punye bet, comfirm i menang,bole? 

me : heii apesal pulak. mane bole. 

Feeqa : abes tuh sape suro tanak buat. 

me : yola2 i buat. haiiss ugot pulak.

Feeqa : haaha biase laa. oke babe,ttyl (talk to you later). take care. homework!

me : yelaa. haha ttyl 

APEAPESAJELAAYEADASAYAKESAH : seriously talking, i don't need boyfriend. all i need is a friends who always be there when i need them. boys or girls, men or ladies, they were my friends. that's all i need :)

between us (love story)

dalam kebosanan melampau yang melanda diri saya hari ni,jadi saya nak critekan satu crite yg tak brape nak sedih,and tak brape nak klaka. saya create sendiri ye crite nii. tade copy2 nye. and crite ni mungkin panjang siket and mungkin ade sambungan pada mase akan datang. and mungkin crite nii bahasa dia berterabur siket. so i'm sorry if ade kesalahan ayat or ejaan. dan saya akan membahasakan diri dgn 'I' dan 'You'  :)

"And the story begin,,,

10th January 2010

you masuk class tuh untuk kali yg pertama sebab you student baru kat sini. I pulak tengah salin notes yg cikgu bagi. and that time you masuk my friend said , 'wei, ade student baru doe'. i tak brape nak dengar sebab class tuh bising, 'hah?' memang sakit hati bila cakap dengan i time dorang tengah bising. 'hiess tuhhaa ade student baru'  so i pandang laa dekat depan i mcm tak suke bile ade student baru masuk class nii sebab dah biase dgn student yg ade so kalau ade student baru rase mcm lain pulak. mase i tengok muke you, i tak tau kenapa i tak suke dengan you. memang tak suke langsung. sebab you kerekk gile. senyum siket pon tade. i pon tak tahu cane my friends bole kate you nii handsome. for me,biase je. then you jalan sebelah my friends. my friend memang peramah,cepat mesra, dia senyum kat you dengan niat nak lah tegur you. tapi unfortunately, you langsung tak senyum nak pandang dia hujung2 mata pon susah. at that time i fikir, "kerekk gile mamat nii. mcm bagos je". muke you memang anoyyed gile. menyampah tengok. you punye blagak tak bole blaa. hiss tak suke laa 

12 January 2010

even though da 2 hari you same class dengan kitorang, susah sangat nak dengar you cakap dengan kitorang. kalau you ade ckp pon,you ckp dengan chinese jek. duduk pon sebelah chinese. dorang kate you chinese sebab muke you mcm cina.. tak tahu lah. tapi kalau dah name tuh ade BIN mestilah Muslim kan. bile you dah tak ckap dengan kitorang, kitorang pon takkan lah nak mcm terhegeh-hegeh nak tegur you and nak membe dengan you pulak. so kitorang pon act as usual la. mcm you tade kt klas nii. but my friend tuh still try nak buat you senyum dgn kitorang even dia slalu fail. and kebencian i dgn prangai you yg sombong dan berlagak tuh semakin la bertambah. makin tak suke i dgn you. i tak pernah harap pon you tegur i. unfortunately, after recess my form teacher bole pulak suro i bawak and temankan you pergi pejabat nak ambil fail. kenapa i?? sebab i assistant monitor and monitor tuh tak boleh harap nak suro dia bwak you pegi jumpe principal!! dengan keterpaksaan i pergi. i have to sebab cikgu da suro i pergi takkan i nak kate NO pulak. mase nak pergi tuh,sorang pon tanak temankan i pergi bwak you. so terpakse lah i pergi sorang2. mase dalam perjalanan tuh tade sepatah perkataan pon yg kluar dari mulut you. i ade laa try ckp2 yela mane tau you nak ckap ke so tak la i boringg gile teman you kan. tapi you tak ckp jugak,asek i jek yg ber-kate2. after you settle sume urusan you kt pejabat tuh,kite pon balik laa klas. satu perkataan pon i tak dengar you ckap even perkataan "THANK YOU" sebab i da bwak you pergi pejabat. bukan i nak sgt dengar you ckp cm tuh but at least la, sedap siket hati lepas i tolong you. ni tak huuuummmm 

27 January 2010

baru a few weeks you skola kat sini, you da mcm nak ambil alih pulak tugas monitor kelas ni. you lah yg hantar buku,ambil kedatangan,cari cikgu. sume you. mcm laa klas kitorang nii tade monitor. even monitor kitorang mcm tak bole harap tapi dia still monitor kitorang! you pulak makin rapat dengan cikgu2. setiap kali kalau ade cikgu2 puji,mesti puji you. you baik lah, pandailah, rajinlah, baguslah. sume you. boringg! padahal you tak ade lah sgt mcm ape yg cikgu2 tuh ckap. berlagak ade lah. huh. at last our form teacher pecat monitor and lantik you pulak jadi monitor. adoii. bagi i, tak ade bende paling mengejutkan selain perlantikan you as our new monitor and yg lagi mengejutkan i when everybody setuju dgn bnde tuh. as assistant monitor,mestilah i kena byak buat kerja dgn monitor kan,so disebabkan i tak suke dgn berlagak you tuh,i tak sure i boleh kerjasama dgn orang yg berlagak mcm you. 

to be continue....

APEAPESAJELAAYEADASAYAKESAH : crite nii saya buat suke2 je. tak ade kena mengena dgn yg hidup ataupun yg telah meninggal dunia. jika ada persamaan dengan individu lain hanyalah secara kebetulan sahaja. saya cuma ingin berkongsi cerita fantasi ini dengan my follower dan saya hanyalah seorang pelajar yg sedang cuba untuk berkarya (cewahh!) dan masih lagi belajar. forgive me if there's anything wrong :) 

alone :')

i feel damn bored here. sitting alone without any company. damn bored. someone can accompany me today? :) i don't know what else to do! boringg ohhh! sumpa boring gile nii. mane laa dorang nii. tanak ajak lepak ke petang2 mcm ni. tade orang nak blanje icecream ke. time tanak kuar, ajak kuar. time tanak mkan ice cream, nak sgt blanje ice cream. adoii

a day filled with love :')

today, 14th February 2011, a day filled with love for those who celebrate a valentine's day (for non-muslim la for sure). bukan  bermaksud yg tak celebrate tuh (muslim la) their day is not filled with love. their day fill with love but tak terhad pada hari tertentu je kan (cewah!). tak heran pon sebenarnye kalau tak celebrate valentine's ni sebab kita kan muslim so better kita celebrate Maulidur Rasul esok kan. tu kan lagi bagus.

tadi kat skola tengok sume chinese sibuk2 wish. ade yg bwak bunge and chocolates. sweet sgt! :) tipu lah kalau kate tak jealous langsung. ade la jugak jealous tapi bile fikir2 balik, 'why should i jealous right? i shouldn't care bout a valentine's day' so its oke. never mind.

hari ni as usual. nothing interested. no story bout him,bout them and others. everything go on like usual :)

SMKTM's Larian Perdana Mahkota 2011

haa oke seriously hari ni penat gile sebab ade larian perdana kat skola tadii. at first malas wei nak dtg tp sebab dpt 14 markah tuh yg terpakse pergi. penat gile kot. mula-mula start punye la semangat siap buat stretching kt tempat paling depan skali. pastuh horn bunyi,hampess kelaot je lari. Suhaila laa nii. dia tuh haa yg semangat gile nak lari sebab nak dpt top 30 tp tak dapat pon. tak sampai separuh jalan pon da tercungap-cungap. haa tuh laa pndai sangat botol air tinggal kat skola. at last susa nak bernafas sebab tade air haha klakar kot. saket hati betul bile time start lari tuh sume serbu. da mcm ape da. pastuh bole tolak2 pulak. samok wei. da la sume besar2 hhaaha tengah semangat2 lari nii tiba-tiba... 

gedebuuukkkk!~

'laa apesal pulak dia nii'

bole pulak amoi ni jatuh. adoii haa tula sape suro tolak2 tadi. kan da jatoh. maluu siaa haha ingat tak jauh sgt nak kena lari skali jauh weii. saket kaki. mase tengah lari tuh, jumpe balik membe2 yg tadinye kt belakang,now sebelah kitorang. agak lambat kitorang larii :) dah separuh jalan kitorang (me and suhaila) lari tak bole nak go on lagi. jawab nye jalan jela :) sambil cuci2 mate tgok bdak2 ****** larii :p. and guess what?? i saw 'him' tengah larii on larian perdana hari sabtu. wow!~ rajin pulak 'dia' dtg kan hari sabtu. salu tade, hari ni ade,mcm pelik pulak haha hot gile kot bile 'dia' lari tuh haha kitorang steady je jalan sambil bercerita. jalan2 mcm jalan2 ke bandar haha

sedihh kot sebab tak bawak phone :( adoii bole tertinggal pulak sebab nak cepat tadi. kalau tak bole amek gamba sume upload sini. 

pape pon,here some photos that i get from our school photographer Adam Muhammad Zainal Ariffin 

girls session. ramai gile kot 

gamma participants 

siap peace2 bagai. menang tak jugak hahaha

semangat nii lari. dia menang ke tak menang ke tak tau laa pulak :D

klakar bole my classmates nii (specky one) hhaha 

i want this medal!~ sebab tak pernah dapat. even once :(

cehh suke laa tuh da menang. orang belom habes snap dia da lari dulu haha *jealous

and the result is... 

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6. DELTA (ungu) *malu siaa

5. Beta (biru) *i'm not sure bout this

4. Omega (hijau) *also not sure bout this

3. Alfa (kuning) *not sure

2. Sigma (jingga)

1. Gamma (merah)

betulkan saya if salah ye

haaa da la delta tak menang,then cabutan bertuah pon tak dapat. mane tak nye nombor yang dicabut cume 6 nombor je. bile fikir-fikir balik mcm tak adil je. yg dtg nye almost a thousand student tp yg dapat cume 6. hancuss harapan nak dapat cabutan bertuah tuh. memang tak bertuah langsung haha 

whatever it is, i was happy today. and i had a great moment. thanks guys! 

THANKS TO :
Adam for all the pictures. he belongs it.

Suhaila for being my partner mase lari even kita lari lambat :D

Najua for the payung, kalau tak kitorang da sunburn da.

Syafiqah, Fatimah, Fariha ,Juwita , Hasnel, Ain, Nazura and others for making it more happening. 

short update (valentine's)

a few days left toward valentine's day, people around me da sebok2 set date for valentine's day *jealous* . so everyone kluar date on valentine's day, me? naahh i will figure out what can i do on that day. no sedih2 aaa. haha haa i don't mind if kena duduk ruma pon dari kluar ruma sorang2. tape tak kesah cehh pdahal kesah tuh haha :')

this things made me smile :)

oke adik-adik sume,entry hari ni pasal?? *nada mcm cikgu tadika*

teddy bear!!!~  *jwab anak murid* 

haaaa bijak sungguh :) 

oke i love teddy bears. naaahh tell me who don't love teddy bears? they're adorable,huggable,cute. suke sangat. i love the big one. bole gomol-gomol muke dia. hahaha 

this totally adorable! i want this!!!~~

cakk boo! haha *eyy teddy nii nak main cak-cak pulak haha

 mummy, can i get one as big as this? please? *muka kesian*

this one very cute with a bouquet of flower in its hands 

a white teddy with a red ribbon. damn cute!~ 

aaaaa can i get the one in his hand? i want it so badly. i don't want others :| 

saya pantang betul bile jumpe teddy bear. gerrraam jeee grrrr

conclusion here is i want it all!! heee

a short update (enough!)

okeoke firstly ini bukan entry psal saya mara-mara orang ke hape ke memandangkan tajuk dia enough! dengan tanda seru (!) tuh ye.

da tuh? mcm mara orang je.


aipp aipp. mane ade.. hari ni tade tade nye nak mara-mara orang nii sume. ohh sukesuke je ehh nak mara-mara orang. mcm da good2 je haha

oke back to the story, oleh kerana mood saya yg tersangat la baik hari ni, so no mara-mara oke. dari pagi bile pegi skola da ketawe. tak tau pulak ape sebabnye. haha

ehh bole ehh mcm tuh? kenape ketawe pon tak tau. ape sehh


ehh suke saya la. saya yang ketawe hahaha.

no,actually, dorang ade crite psal ape tah *da lupe* sebab tuh laa pagi2 lagi da ketawe. tape la kan. orang kate, gelak pagi2,senyum pagi2 bagos taw. "start your day with a smile, so you can go ahead with a calm heart" ecewahh :))

so bile da ketawe dari pagi tuh ta brenti smpai tengahari, otak pon da jadi sediket tak betul hee :D

eh bukan kau punye otak memang tak betul ke? hahaha


eyy hello! tolong ehh. hmm maybe siket tak betul tuh ade laa ngee :)) so, tak tahan madahh ketawe je an, kenape laa mcm nii an. haha

ahh sudasuda tittle kat atas tuh a short update (enough!) tp post pnjang jugak. ape sehh hahaha

APEAPESAJELAAYEADASAYAKESAH : heii bile tak ketawe tuh sampai a few days tak ketawe tapi bile da ketawe nak brenti pon susa. ape nak jadi laa kan :)

happy things

i'm sure, in this world there's many things that can make all of you happy,smile and laugh. right? 

heres a few things that can make me happy : 

1. people around me (family,friends and others). spending times with them give me an amazing moment i ever had$.
2. food! i love foods. mehh sini cakap sape yg tak suke foods kan :) tak kesah laa ape types of foods pon sume saya suke :DD
3. books. haaa sape sangke kan. saya suke buku. books give me a chance to be others that i can't be for awhile. mcm fantasy world laa kan :))
4. lappy. whoa! lappy nii da jadi best friend saya da skrang. tga gune lappy mesti senyum sorang2, gelak sorang2. haha da mcm orang gile da. but sometimes sebab lappy nii jugak i can cry. bad things huh? :')
5. crafts. something mcm tulis2,conteng2, tampal2 tuh sume saya suke.senang crite scrap book laa. paper color2. corak2. sukesuke :)
6. music. of course laa wei. music make me feel better. happy songs make me smile, sad songs make me cry :')
7. this blog! ehh mesti laa kan. ape gune buat blog tapi ta suke kan. kt blog nii la saya ketawe sorang2,senyum sorang2, sedih sorang2. saya suke blog ini!! :) 
8. puzzle. omg! i love puzzle! usually kalau na lepaskan tension tanpa mengeluarkan kos yg berlebihan, saya akan menyelesaikan puzzle. mcm sudoku ke,crosswords ke. but kdg2 makin stress sebab nak fikir jawapan hee :D
9. shopping. haa ni saya akan buat kalau ade budget yg mencukupi. hee biase la student. kdg dpt window shopping pon da kire bagos. tp make sure bile da shopping jgn over budget pulak. 
10. school. haaa saya suke skola. tak percaye? saya memang suke skola. tp bile saya kate saya suke skola saya tak memaksudkan kerja sekolah yg dibagi ber-timbun2 banyak mengalahkan menteri buat kerja ye, ape yg saya maksud kan ialah keadaan skola yg fun, best and so on :)

APEAPESAJELAAYEADASAYAKESAH : saya happy dengan life saya skrang dimane, 'dia' tidak lagi wujud. saya bangge untuk mengatakan saya yang saya telah berjaya melupakan bende yg tak sepatutnye saya ingat (cewahh ayat. tacing siaa hee )

cara jawab telefon dengan betul

oke actually,this entry i got form one of blogger site. this made me laugh out loud. klaka. so here the original entry that i got. 

Sebenarnye cara menjawab tepon yang kite amalkan adelah salah...dan kebanyakannye sama..terpikir kah anda untuk menjawab dengan jawapan yang betul. Jadi disini kite akan cube untuk

menukarkan jawapannye (tak le korang boring sangat kalu jadi operator).
1. Soalan: haloo, may i speak to bedah please?
Jawapan: maap.sini bukan balai polis.

2. Soalan: haloo, siapa disana?
Jawapan: ntah. saya kat sini,mane le saya tau
sape kat sane..

3. Soalan: haloo, boleh saya bercakap ngan bapak
awak?
Jawapan: nak cakap cakap je ler. buat ape tanye
saya.

4. Soalan: haloo, boleh sambungkan ke nombor
323?
Jawapan: maap cik,nombor tak boleh
disambung,hanye boleh dicampur.

5. Soalan: haloo, mak ade rumah?
Jawapan: mak takde rumah.bapak ade pasal
rumah ni bapak yang beli.

6. Soalan: haloo timah, buat ape tu?
Jawapan: kan ke saya tengah bercakap ngan awak kat tepon ni..

7. Soalan: boleh saya bercakap ngan siti?
Jawapan: maap.nombor yang anda dail tidak mahu
memberikan perkhidmatannye... time kacih.

8. Soalan: haloo, tolong panggilkan samad. saya
nak bercakap dengannye.
Jawapan: sila panggil sendiri.saya sibuk.maap

9. Soalan: halloo......
Jawapan: haloo. pusat sakit mental disini. anda
ingin mendaftar?

10. Soalan: haloo, saya nak tumpang bertanya...
Jawapan: maap. ini bukan kaunter pertanyaan.

11. Soalan: haloo, betul ke ini nombor 3234412?
Jawapan: sila dail sekali lagi. kalau saya masih
menjawab betul le tu.

12. Soalan: assalammualaikum...
Jawapan: waalaikummussalam..(tupp!..terus letak
tepon.salam kite wajib jawab)

[kredit : kisah69.blogspot.com] 

smiling huh? yaa i know. me too :)

siblings time!~

this story bole kate agak lame jugak. tapi saya tatep nak post. ini kerana saya mengamalkan slogan yang di amalkan oleh Sys Elia "katakan tidak kepada aktiviti meng-anak-tiri-kan entry lama" :DD  so here my story

7 / February / 2011 (monday)

our happy time begin when my Sys Eda decide nak memasak untuk mkan malam that day. so she decide nak masak her special chicken soup with fried cabbage. woo!~ yummy haha

situation at the kitchen tersangat-sangatlah kecoh apabila 3 orang anak dara niihaa (me,sys eda,sys meyl) memasak kat dapur hahaa padahal tade laa susa sangat nak masak chicken soup tuh ahahha

after ber-ketang-ketung kt dapur tuh haha our special dish pon siap! ttaarraa!! haa wooo!~ bau menusuk-nusuk masuk hidong saya niihaa fulamak mantapp !! huuuu~

and Sys Meyl pon dgn excited nye serve kat atas meja untuk kitorang makan laa kan. da masak takan tanak makan pulak hee

isshh gemok nii makan je tau. madah makan je haha


ehh biaa la da kakak saya masak special takan na lepaskan mcm tuh je kan rugii weii!! hahahaa

back to the story. and kitorang pon (mummy,me,sys eda,sys meyl and others). makan besar malam tuh and thats mean perut pon makin le besar hahaa the day after that day is a school day and i feel like 'malasnye la haii nak skola' but i have to sebab.. ehh ade laa sebab nye hahaa :DD

so,after makan besar,kitorang pon lepak2 while mummy with her lappy and sys eda with her guitar. i had nothing to do but i have an idea to cheer the situation up. teka-teki laa. then i ask them a few illogical and logical puzzle. and i made it. i made everyone laugh woohoo!!~ hahaa

then bile da boring dengan puzzle,kitorang dengan tade keje nye pon lepak-lepak laa sambil nyanyi-nyanyi. yup nyanyi-nyanyi. hahah

hah? nyanyi? kau nyanyi?? bhahahahaha klaka doe


ehh bukan saya saje ye yg nyanyi. sys meyl pon same ye haha

haa okeoke da lame tak play guitar after baru blaja a few month ago and now,saya da lupa mcm mane nak main guitar hee :DD

but my sys eda bole main and we sing :))

more songs, more laugh, more smiles and less tears for sure :)

i was happy on that day. happy gile. i never laugh much like today fuhh penat la jugak satu hari gelak2 nii. dari pagi kt skola da gelak2 sampai malam gelak tak habes-habes :) :D

APEAPESAJALAAYEADASAYAKESAH : saya happy dengan life saya sekarang where everybody i love was there when i need them. and my life now is better than my life before. thanks to them for making it better :)

this totally adorable :)

is it cute?

i love it! 

totally adorable 

 

i can't imaging if eggs really can acts like that :)

i like it

it's cute :)

2010 Asian Songs Festival :))

a few days ago,i watch 2010 Asian Song Festival.

and guess what?

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AWESOME DOE!!~~


HAHA seriously. it was AWESOME! bhahaha
many my favorite artist perform there.

Asia Song Festival : 7th 2010
perform by : boA,Rain,2am,Lee seung Cheul,Kara,4minute,Beast,Bie The Star (Thailand), Michael Wong (Malaysia), Jane Zhang (China),Joe Cheng (Taiwan)and AKB48 (Japan).
hosted at : South Korea Jamsil Olympic Stadium. (23 October 2010)

what's your problems laa?? ayyy

heii saya tataw laa ape masalah budak nii dgn saya. saya ta kacau dia pon. dia mcm nampak sgt ta puas hati dgn saya. ape masalah dia sebenarnye pon saya tak tau. actually,saya malas na fikir pasal dia nii taw. mula-mula tuh memang laa saya buat tataw je bile dia ckp mcm tuh tp dia mcm tak suda2. adoii

Feeqa : sape babe?
me : alaa that girl yg i salu crite tuhla babe. yang **** tuh :))
Feeqa : yg mane ehh? hmmm
me : alaa babe, yg i salu crite tuh la. 
Feeqa : ohhh that girl huh? 
me : yup that girl laa. tataw ape msalah dia. huh
Feeqa : alaa just ignore je that girl babe,i think that girl mmg can't see people more than her agaknye. ignore je doe
me : ha'ah mmg ignore je. make me annoyed ohh haha


we didn't approach each other for a week after she said 'something' to me.
start from this day,this time,this moment i will to ignore her. sukesuke je na sound2 org ehh. mcm da good2 je haha i bet,one day she will talk to me like usual and she will ask for my help.

APEAPESAJALAAYEADASAYAKESAH : anda fikir saya peduli ke kalau anda na sound2 saya tepet2 pon. saya tade msalah dgn anda,so klau anda ada msalah dgn saya,saya tanak taw ye. lantak anda la na ade msalah dgn saya ke hape ke. itu hal anda :))

a short update (fuhh!~)

today is a first day after CNY's holiday a week ago. at first feel awkward because thinking that i will confront with him but luckily 'he's not coming. fuhh!~ hahaa nasib baik ta dtg tadii,kalau ta...haisss


APEAPESAJALAAYEADASAYAKESAH : it's oke if you want to tell me anything that you didn't like bout me i will accept it with open heart and i'll try to fix it BUT only if you tell me in a proper way :)

i'm not ready!!~

tomorrow da start skola. a bit excited but i'm not ready!! arrgghh!!

why?

homework ta siap lagii lei. adoii

haa tu laa next time holiday buat homework and revision bukan online 24/7. now you've got serve! haha

adoii bukan sengaja na online da godaan lappy nii kuat sgt. bukan sala saya ngee :DD

ecehh yela tuh haha

yela. malas nye na naek skola. mane homework lagii, nnti kt skola kene ngadap dia tuh lagii. adoii.. give me strength! give me strength!! haha

many things to do :

1. homework
2. iron the uniform
3. and prepare ape-ape yang patot

so tomorrow after school,around 3:00 i will update this belog again. even a short one. i must update everyday. pasal homework tuh esok2 buat bole? hee :DD

APEAPESAJELAAYEADASAYAKESAH : elehh suke hati saya lah na update ape pon. pasal skola ke psal family ke,psal friends ke boyfiee ke belog saya bukan belog awak. na bace2 jelaa. hhahahaha

imy doe! :)

if i'm not mistaken,da almost 3 weeks kot cik AIRIN tuh ta balik ruma. 

hah? ta balik ruma? lari ruma ke ape dia tuh?? hhaha

ehh. bukan lari ruma laa. she had something to do. kire mcm outstation la jugak. haaa

ohh ingat lari ruma tadi haha

tade mkne nye haha

ohhoke back to the story.. almost 3 weeks ta balik ruma so thats mean almost 3 weeks laa saya ta jumpe dia tuh haa. boringg bole. yela salu lepak mesti dia ada but sejak duamenjak nii dia tade so boringg pokk!!!

but the good news is.... airin da BALIK!!! 

hoowwaa!!! 

and thats mean, lepak laa weii.  

a few hours before,i text dia 

alya : weii,balik ta ckp ehh haha rinduu imy haha

airin : haha wak kau laa.. ceit semalam lepak ta ajak ehh. 

alya : heii sala saya ke kalau awak tuh balik lmbat. haa sape suro kan da kne tinggal haha

and that texting scene berpanjangan for a few minutes later. and tonight, kitorang na gi gegar port lepak tuhh. haha

haaa abang! abang! jage-jage,kitorang dtg nii hahaha

APEAPESAJALAAYEADASAYAKESAH : otak saya di katekan tidak betul bila saya mengatakan 'rinduu,imy'. sala ke saya ckp mcm tuh? hmmm :\

thanks guys :)

what had happen to me these past few days totally bring down my strength for no reason. but luckily, i got it back (my strength laa) thanks to Feeqa and others for what they had done. 

thanks guys! I.O.U   :)

korang memang best laa. no one can do that kind of things. ape yang aku crite kat korang tuh, shhhh senyap2 jek taw heee :DD

what ever it is,i still can't forget bout that things. sometimes menyesal jugak saya bile fikir pasal bende tuh. 

CNY's holiday pon almost end. and thats mean school.

yaaa school. i don't know whether i can face it or not. but i'll try because i know Feeqa and others will be with me. 

APEAPESAJALAAYEADASAYAKESAH : saya harap semua akan berjalan seperti biasa. and 'dia' tidak mengetahui ape yang da terjadii sbenarnye