i'm telling you

if you really love me,please let me know,

if you don't please gently let me go

a million words not bring you back,

i know because i tried

neither would a million tears,

i know because i cried.

if you love me like you tole me, 

please be careful with my heart,

you can take it,

just,please don't break it or my world will fall apart. 

semuanya dah berubah

bulan lepas, tak pernah terfikir mcm mane life saya kalau tak ade semua bende yg saya dah ade. such as family, friends, internet, gadget and all laa kan.

bulan nii, rase awkward pulak everything has change. almost everything da lain sekarang. in a better way. orang kate hidup mesti berubah kepada sesuatu yang lebih baik. oke i admit, my life was change. thank God i have a very understanding and great family. they always give me encouragement to change my life to a better one. i have an awesome and happy go lucky friends. tak kering gusi bila lepak and dorang slalu tolong saya. thanks for those yg da byak tolong saya selama nii. takkan nak sebut satu-satu pulak. lecehh laa kan. tak kesah laa siapa whether i realised it or not. thanks to them

APEAPESAJELAAYEADASAYAKESAH : entri kali nii mcm touching-touching sangat laa pulak kan. sekali-sekala apa salah nya kan :D

seni garfu yg sangat cool!!!

slalu kite tengok garfu tuh, biase je kan. ada yg besi ada yg plastik,sometimes ada yg kayu,emas,kaca and so on. boleh kate almost everyday kita tengok or guna garfu kan tapi pernah tak kita terfikir nak jadi kan garfu tu sebagai satu seni yg sangat menarik dan kreatif and boleh dijual sehingga harganya mencecah ratusan dan ribuan ringgit.
contohnya mcm nii :

 :: bentuk orang main trumpet:: 

:: orang memancing ikan ::

:: motorsikal ::

:: naga ::

:: crab ::

:: kereta antik :: (ohh this one beautiful) 

:: orang main sello ::

the truth behind the unexpected yesterday news

haa psal semalam berita semalam tuh,memang betul. our form teacher da confirm. memang. tak sangka betul. kenapa agaknya kan? nak tanya his friends segan pulok. wek~ geli kan nak segan2 pulak. sejak bila nii haha seriously memang tak sangka. all this while dia oke2 je. and tiba2 nak ********. kenapa laa kan. alaaa lepas nii da tak best laa. da takde orang yg bole di gelakkan. haha saya suka gelakkan dia lagi2 kalau dia buat presentation. mcm presentation sivik hari tuh. kena gelak kaw-kaw punya dgn saya. habis merah muka dia. haha tak sempat nak mintak maaf sebab gelakkan dia. now dia da takde,rasa bersalah pulak bila teringat psal tu.

i'm sorry,teruk i gelakkan you hari tu kan. sorry

APEAPESAJELAAYEADASAYAKESAH : for those yg tak suka bace blog saya,tapi bace jugak saya tau anda akan kate, "ee geli je dia nii. kecohh je. cakap mcm orang tuh suka kt dia" lantak anda laa ye. saya cuma kate je. and saya takde pun kate mcm, "alaa dia da takde. i will miss him" saya tak kate mcm tuh pun oke. saya tau dia tu siapa kepada siapa. tak payah susah2 nak bgtau lagi pasal tu oke.

happy day with a totally shocked news

my wednesday go on like usual. starts the day with a smile and a good breakfast. school with cumie and meet classmates and laugh early morning. semua mcm biase je. nothing awkward or what. just hari nii i got a stomachache!! ohhh!! pain like hell! saket gile. tengok dorang mkan dlm klass mcm tade prasaan je an. saket sgt. but of course i didn't show it laa kan. nti orang kate ape pulak. btw,dia tak dtg lagi hari ni.tak tau kenape.da 3 hari tak dtg. ehh sebok je kan.

first period, english!! OHHEMGEE!! bole lupe nak bwak quotes yg da cari semalam. cari sampai pukul 1 pagi tapi at last tak bwak. ape laa sia. bukan tak buat and tak carik. just tak bwak je. sebab sala bwak buku. kertas simpan dlm composition bwak buku comprehension. adoii cane bole sala kan ish. pastuh kne punish. sebab teacher tak percaya saya da cari tuh semua. then dia suro cari 20 quotes. adoiii mak aii. lecehh laa. orang da cari. lagi nak suro cari byk2 an. of course bukan saya sorang yg kne. ade lagi yg kne but others bole cari and tros print. me?? printer buat hal laa bagaii. menyampah laa. dah tu nak suro hanta friday. alamakk ingat senang ke?? ehh memang laa senang klik2 je but yg susa tuh nak kena salin balik dlm buku!! ape nii wei. nak kne salin byak pulak. ishh

oke finish bout english.

third period, bahasa melayu. tade mood nak dga cikgu membebel psal komsas tuh. saket perot lagi. tiba2 ade mood pulak nk salin nota. siapkan nota2 yg tak siap last week. rajin pulak kan saya hari nii. salin je tak byak ckap pun. tapi ade laa ckap jugak hee :D

done with bahasa. and now recess

langsung takde mood nak mkn. lapa tapi takde mood nak mkn. tengok dorang makan je and minum air. tu pon air bwak sendiri. jimat haha tapi ade laa siket jamah keropok lekor eka beli. siket je kan eka? haaa nak naik klass rase lain an. rase mcm.. ntah cane ehh. tak tau laa. dlm klas juwita dgn hasnel tak naik lagi. ntah g mane tah dorang tuh

after recess,ekonomi

lagii teruk. chinese bising,yg duduk blakang saya chinese. and that's mean bising laa. pluss saket perut tak hilang lagi. perut da ber-techno da lapo punye psal. bukan techno je opera,koir,okestra semua ade. tapi tak nak mkan. before start our lessons, cikgu zarita ade bagi balik kertas exam hari tu,dia sebut laa name sorang2. bla bla bla and last his name. cikgu tanye, "ehh dia nii eh yg tak ambil ekonomi tapi nak ambil balik. tapi skarang dia da berhenti." i was like.. WHAT?? berhenti? and my friend ask, "dia da berhenti cikgu? berhenti skola?" pastu cikgu tuh angguk. laa yeke? no wonder da lame tak dtg. then eka ckap "haa lya da berhenti lya." "habes tuh nak suro aku buat ape?" terkejut je bile denga cikgu ckpa cm tuh. betul ke? ny tengok saya mcm ape je an. hasnel dgn juwita tak masuk lagi. so dorang tak tau. lame jugak dorang kluar. duduk sorang 'heish mane juwita dgn hasnel nii' bile dorang da masuk,i try to tell them what had teacher said, but ny tengok je. bukan ape, tanak laa ckp dpan dia nnti dia kate saya nii prasan pulak suka kat orang tuh. and dorang kate ade ceramah uitm tapi cancel sebab ape tah. alamak da laa boring dlam nii

after receive the unexpected news,
takde mood nak buat apape. cewahh feeling an haa. ehh betul ape cuma tak sgt laa. time agama, kinda bored jugak. ustaz tu tak habes2 nak cerita psal perkahwinan punye topik. tau laa topik tuh pnjang an. boring tapi nasib baik hasnel dgn juwita ade. ape lagi borak2 laa an. dgar ustaz ckap pon cm tuh je. ade yg dengar ade yg tak. berckap and gelak2 dgn hasnel and other friend psal calculator. spelling gune calculator 570 ke hape tah and pastu juwita nak try buat pkai calculator dia tapi dia punye yg jenis 350 ehh kalau tak silap and calculator tuh takde huruf k sebab function dia tak byak. juwita ckap la,"eh asal yg nii tak de k ar?" dgn secare spontan saya ckap,"elehh calculator 350 ade hati nak buat k"

tiba-tiba....
 DUUPP (lebih kurang cm tuh laa bunyi dia) aduii tak pasal2 dpt penampar kat perut free2. da laa lapo and saket perut. bole pulak dia bagi free2 cm tuh. hahhaaa hasnel gelakkan orang mcm ape an. nasib baik ustaz tak denga. betul punye marah nii haa. da nak balik tuh boring takde keje main cubit2. nak cubit hasnel,dia cubit saya dulu. nak cubit juwita,dia tengok mcm nak telan orang. last2 saya yg kena cubit dgn dorang tuh kt tgn. merah pluss biru an, cantikk haha sakit gile. berbisa jee rase. cehh berbisa ehh haha balik ruma tgn merah pluss biru sampai cik abang tanye haha.

hari nii best sebab byak gelak after having a bad mood but, the unexpected news tuh masih tak di sangka-sangka and mcm susa nak percaya sebab tak denga dari our class teacher. so taktau betul ke tak psal tuh.

btw, i lost my weight!! woohhoo!~ jaga-jaga cik airin, nti berat saya sama mcm berat awak nti. hahaha

APEAPESAJELAAYEADASAYAKESAH : masalah saya dgn that girl masih belum selesai. bukan salah saya kot. dia yg cari psal dulu. orang tak kacau dia suke2 hati nak sound orang mcm good2 je an

nothing

haish bile da lame tak update nii, skali nak update rase malas pulak nak update. pluss tak tau nak update ape kan. tade bende pon yg menarik. cume a few days nii je, mcm... ntah cane nak ckap ehh, mcm lain then before. everything has change. ehh ntah laa

btw,  hasnel, airin, syafiqa, suhaila, saya da TAK suke kt dia lagi okehh hahaa :p (tau,tau laa ye)

Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa! sangat awesome!~

oke even bende yang saya nak bgtahu skrang nii da lame, saya tetap nak ckap jugak sebab saya mengamalkan amalan sys elia, 'jangan menganak-tirikan entri-entri lama' hahaha

so a few days ago (14/3) me with my sisters,nephew and mummy decide nak tengok movie. first tak tau nak tgok crite ape. tengah2 dok fikir depan tv tuh, kluar pulak trailer filem HIKAYAT MERONG MAHAWANGSA atau dalam english version-nye, THE MALAY CHRONICLES : BLOODLINES. dan dengan segera kitorang siap and pergi laa TGV di JUSCO TEBRAU CITY tuhhaa. sebab tu je cinemas paling dekat :))

memang da lame da i nak tengok crite tuh. "i bet this film is the best film that i ever seen kecuali 'THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA' " haaa memang pon. excited masok cinemas tuh. waahhh!~~ haha

crite nii durasi dia dalam 1 jam 50 minit. memang lame. tapi, crite dia memang tersangatlah AWESOME!! i give 4.5 stars for this film. memang best. tak rugi bayar tiket mahal-mahal. but tengok 4 hari lepas hari pertama ditayangkan, saya rase rugi sgt. rugi tak tengok awal-awal. apape pon memang puas hati. 

Merong Mahawangsa, Kesum and Embok 

tak suke this guy. jahat!!!  

Prince of Rome, Marcus Hadrian (the blondie guy okeh) 

for synopsis of this film, refer sini. tak rajin nak type synopsis dia :p 

saya sarankan kalau nak pergi tengok wayang tuh, tengok laa crite nii. masih tak terlambat lagi haaa. rugi tak tengok. tapi kalau tak sempat nak tengok kat movie cinemas, jangan laa beli cd cetak rompak ye. bak kate oh!artis 'sokonglah filem tempatan kita. Kalau bukan kita siapa lagi nak menyokong.' cewahh haha 

long time ago...

haaa lame kan tak update. kinda busy actually. oke fine! tak laa busy sgt. cume have some probs with our broadband. so tak online and tak update. i have many story to share but taktau sempat ke tak. i'll try okehh :)

btw  for my preview story,between us (love story) and between us (love story) [part 2], saya akan sambung ini cerite next time okehh. seriously talking, i don't have much time nak sambung crite nii. next time jela ye :))

btw lagi, thanks for my new follower MISZY NURUL for following my bloggie okehh :) bole refer sini blog dia

remind me bout that :))

your smile remind me bout the things that happen a few years ago. 

yes, i still remember it. do you? 

for me that thing is the best thing that ever been happen to me.

i hope everything could be the same like before.

but now,i realize that everything won't be the same.

you have 'her' and i have 'him'

things won't be the same again right

i understand it. 

but i wish we still can be friends.