Hati mati
Berganti tanpa pengganti
Waktu berlalu
Mengejar pelangi
Hujan itu mengingati
Rasa yang tak pernah pergi
Jika apa yang dilakukan itu dirasa adil
Kau tak pernah benar
Aku takkan mampu teruskan sendiri
Apakah rasanya meneruskan ego yang kian meningkat
Aku terduduk mengutip sisa kenangan
Merendah setiap benak perasaan
Aku melempar bayangan
Ombak laut indah bertemu hujung langit merah
Burung berteriak mencari rumah
Tanpa itu fitrah kehidupan
Wahai hujan berikan bauan yang tidak pernah hilang
Duhai bulan jadilah saksi pertemuan perbuatan kenangan
Bercinta berdasar hati tanpa otak
Hati sering sendiri berkira mampu berdiri
Aku merindu setiap titis hujan waktu itu
Merindu setiap bait kata lagumu
Merindu setiap udara yang mengisi
Merindu momen antara aku kau dan kenangan
Aku
Tak pernah buang
Tak pernah terima
Dia hadir
Dia pergi
Seperti angin membawa khabar rindu
Perasaan itu tak pernah surut
Seperti rasa cinta ibu kepada anak
Tak pernah pudar
Aku masih disini
Merindu kenangan lalu takkan kembali

Seperti rasa kasih ayah kepada pencipta

3 years of waiting. Did I get what I want? No I didn't. How does it felt? It breaks me apart. It tear me. It takes my heart. And here I am. With some pieces of broken heart.

2 years waiting for an explaination that I never get. Wasting time? Yeah it does. Do I regret on that? No I'm not. At least I know how far I can be loyal to one person. Feel stupid. Stay loyal for nothing. Pity me.

Do I still have to wait for another year? It's been fews. I'm afraid that I can't.

Dear a guy that I've been in love with,
I don't think my time has wasted. I wait if I want. I stay when I'm in love. Your past, has nothing to do with me. I don't care about it. Our future that matters. But at least let me know. I want to know you more than your friends did. I don't want to hear from others about what kind of person you are. I want to see the real you with my own eyes, not ears. I don't believe them. I believe you. But if what they said is true, and you really want to know me for who I am and you're ready to see the real me, do know me from me. Not them. I don't want to waste another year. Grown up people don't do that. Please tell me something I need to know. Don't let me questioning your attitudes towards me. Don't let me think that I'm better gone. I want to know you more. Stop keep the distance between us. It's killing me. I can't handle it. Stop giving me hopes that I'm gonna get you someday if the truth is I won't. If what I've been thinking all this while is wrong, step forward, look into my eyes, tell me the truth. Tell me about your heart through your eyes. Between us. Again, I'll wait when I want to. Don't expect for me to move on to another guys so quick cause that is not me. Yeah you know the phrase, once you've entered into my heart, you won't find the exit, cause I already lock you in.
From, the girl who fall for you since the beginning.

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Dedah setiap kata yang terkandung
Mempamer susuk wajah sepi
Dusta janji kelmarin hadir
Menghantui setiap pelusuk sisa jiwa tinggal
Bayang hitam mula timbul
Menjejaki kisah abadi semalam
Cinta berdusta tanpa permulaan
Diteruskan dengan adanya kata penipuan
Menipu sendiri hingga terdarah
Kau tersiksa kau merana
Mengapa tak jujur saja biar semua mengetahui
Menutup perasaan dengan kata kata tapi tidak dengan mata
Hati terpisah bagai kaca berpecah tanpa tanda
Kesempatan yang dimohon
Kerana serpihan tertinggal
Katamu aku menanti
Hati itu bukan kau saja yang memiliki
Kesempatan yang diminta tak hadir tanpa usaha
Aku berhenti
Memilih untuk pergi berhenti mencari
Berhenti memilih yang sejati
Kerana yang sejati itu
Adalah kamu
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