broken

days after a days,i realise that my life getting bored without them.i was wrong to do it to them.i do many things that hurt their feelings. but they still be patient with me,until one day.i know they can't stand my behavior. but i still want to test their patient. it was my fault. i made them lose their patient towards me. i was wrong to treat them like that. they deserve to hate me. i don't deserve to be friends with them if my behavior didn't change. they deserve to treat me like that. i deserve to be alone. i miss to laugh with them.i miss to story everything with them. i miss to discuss something with them. i miss to hanging out with them like before. nd i know it won't be happen.because they hate me much.but i won't hate them just the way they hate me. nd i won't forget our time together. tengs for your favor to me,tengs for being there for me before. sorii,BESTIE!