I should

Assalamualaikum =') 

selalunya aku post any entries mesti happy,senyum gembira.but for this entry,taktau kenapa. today suppose to be a great day since hari ni selasa and aku cuti. tapi bila aku on twitter je, rasa tak best gilaa. haa ni yang aku menyampah bila on twitter dengan facebook ni. hati yang dah memang sakit ni lagi bertambah-tambah sakitnya. atas sebab-sebab yang tertentu. 2 hari tak on semua benda ni rasa macam lama gila aku tak on. selama ni okay je. apa yang special sangat bila on pun taktahu lah. yes! maybe sebab awak.

semenjak dua menjak ni,everything goes well. I'm getting happy with this new life where it supposed to not have a tears. but everything went upside down. kita terlalu mengharap,kan? =') 

this new life should have no more tears.but yes,because of you this new life is like the old one. everyday filled with tears and fake laughs and smiles. I hate this.

I should realize you're just friend that always be there for your friend.
I should know you're not meant to be mine.
I should understand you don't want to be disturb by my text everyday.
I should stop remembering you in every action I did.
I should know I'm not like what you want.

macam apa yang awak cakap, "yeahh,you're my stalker" and yes I am. thats why I stalking your tweets and I found it hurt.

teruk kan kita? suka-suka hati nak stalk awak punya tweets. menyesal jugak kita stalk tweets awak. sudah nya kita jugak yang terkejut =')

ahh kita salah faham lah agaknya kan. tapi itu kan semua hak awak nak tweet apa pun,dengan siapa pun.

aku taknak sakit hati pasal sesiapa pun. I should have fun today. I shouldn't remember all this things. forget this! and I will have a great moment I never had before.

I'm sick being a heartbroken. cukuplah sekali. kita minta maaf atas segalanya. terima kasih atas segalanya. awak dah bagi kenangan yang sangat indah dalam masa seminggu ni =')

"take a good care of her. jangan minta dia jadi macam Zarra sangat tau awak. accept her for who she is. She's lucky to be with you =)"