Wednesday, March 3, 2010

breathless

Love starts to blossom.
Thinking of you, i become breathless.
My lip curl into a smile unknowing
Are these the symptoms of blissfulness?
My heart starts to pround
thinking of you, i become breathless.
I start to blush and breathe unnaturally.
Are these the symptoms of blissfulness?
I become breathless, again
the jasmine flowers scent fill the air.
The moonlight shines, but can't see to the sadness.
In the field in the front of the merry go round.
Love starts to blossom

one that i adore

Should the rain fall on the willows
When the morning light appears
I will be the cloud that billows
To cover your doubts and fears
So that you may find composure
As you journey through the storm
Ever bound by the enclosure
Of my wings to keep you warm.


dear,@#$%^

Should you rise without a rainbow

Perched to cast your dreams upon
I will set your spirit aglow
With a grand sunrise at dawn
So that you may see the splendor
Destined in the day ahead –
The images, so sweet and tender
Far removed from angst and dread.


dear,@#$%^

When the morning hour arrives
I will be a light, revealing
All the dreams for which you strive
You have brought my heart elation
Something I cannot ignore
You’re my friend, my inspiration
And the one that I adore.




Tuesday, March 2, 2010

our friendship never end!

if u, (my beshtie) were jump off the bridge, i wouldn't jump with u. i'd be at the bottom to catch u. laughing with u are more worth it then all the wealth that i can get in this world.i will always be there fer u nd hope u'll be there fer me too. fer our friendship that can be never broken,i will remain loyal through all the good nd the bad.and in the end we will be glad,because without u,i am nothing,as u are nothing without me,we fill the space a lover couldn't fill,fer we hold each others secrets that we would never spill,and the dae u're gone,part of me goes too,because i wouldn't want to be here without u.best frends forever u and me.nothing could ever change that ; its destiny!u see right through my pretenses,u look right through my mask,u know just when i need a hug,i never need to ask.u show up when im lonely,u stay when im depressed,all of my rude comments,u shrug away in jest.u see all my dark,u see all my light,u're always by my side,even when im not right.u cheer me when im sad,u catch me when i fall,how did u come to earn my trust,when i trust no one else at all?? a dozen roses i give to u my friend,a gift that seems so small,but they represent so much,our friendshipmost of all. a roses for the friendship,a roses foe the touch,a roses for the trust we share,our sharing means so much. a roses for the kindness, and the deep caring u show,a rose for the comfort given,when i've been feeling low. i appreciated what u do fer me as a friends. i knoe u do care bout me as much as i do care bout u. so tengs beshtie. i knoe u will be there fer me as much as i can be there fer u. our friendship is more expensive than anything in this world. and our friendship can't buy with money. money is nothing to compare with our friendship. i proud to call u my beshtie. no one can be better than u to be my beshtie. iloveyoubeshtie!!

beshtie!


aq bgge sanad ad mmb cm kowg. aq ta pena ad mmb sebek kowg. kowg jek ar mmb yg aq pcye. kowg jekk doe mmb yg pham aq cane. kowg mmg ta sme cm mmb aq yg len. kowg taw ta sbb ap aq ckp cm tuh. sbab :

1.kte if ap2 msti bwat sme2.

2.kte g mne2 msti g sme2.

3. if sala sowg dr kte ad prob,kte msti tlg slesai kan sme2.

4.if kte b'dkak,msti b'dkak sme2.

5. if kowg blaja,aq pon blaja even at tht tyme, aq tade mud na blaja.

6. ble aq ad prob,kowg dga prob aq.

7. kowg pham sanad cre aq cane,even kte bwu jek knal diz year.

8. kte jrg gdo sbb kowg sume pham aq cane. nd aq pon pham kowg cane.

9. dgn kowg,aq asek ktwe jekk.even if aq tade mud.

10.if kowg rse aq ad bwt kowg trse ke, kowg msti ckp tros nan aq. kowg tade pon na ckp2 blakang.

11.kowg ta pena na sala kan aq if sumting happen nd bnd tuh mmg sala aq.

12. cre kowg bkwan bwat aq slese sanad mmb nan kowg.

13.kowg salu tlg aq if aq ssah.

14.kowg ta sme cam mmb yg aq da knal btaon2.da knal aq btaon2 pon still ta bole pham aq cane.asek aq jekk na kne pham dyowg.

15.kowg bek sanad2 nan aq.


aq bgge sanad kowg mmb aq doe! owg salu kate,-'ur enemies can't hurt u, but ur friends will kill u.' tp kowg ta mcm tuh. aq ney,ta la sesntekk kowg.ta la sesumil kowg. ta la sepndai kowg. ta la sebek kowg. tp kowg ttp bole trime aq sbgai mmb kowg. siyes nd jjor aq ckp, kowg ar mmb pleng bek nd pleng besh yg aq pena ad. ap2 pon yg tjdik lpas ney,kowg ttap mmb aq. ssah na jmpe mmb cm kowg.skunk ney yg byk cme mmb yg salu mkn mmb sndrik. tp aq confident, yg kowg ta mcm tuh. tengs sbab jdikk mmb aq yg pleng bek! tengs beshtie!


-diz entry i post fer my beshtie : eyqa, ella, fariha-
tengs kowg!
iloveyou!
:)

Monday, February 15, 2010

hey, imsorry!

hey u, imsorry uke. i knoe that is my mistake. i admit that. nd i just want u to knoe that i reallyreally regret on that. nd i want to apologize on what i've done to u before. i knoe im stupid because make trouble with u. u too kind fer me. im too bad fer u to make me as ur fren. aq taw koe da byk sanad tlg aq. cme aq jekk yg bodo sanad tataw na hrgai ap yg koe bwt tok aq. aq mnx maaf if pd koe aq mmg ske mgungket. myb aq ta sda. aq pon tanak gdow nan koe pnjg2. hope lpas ney, kte jdik cm bese eak. co, if ad pape yg koe rse koe ta ske kt aq, please! bgtaw jekk uke. kt cney, aq na mnx maaf nan koe scre tbke if aq ad bwt sala nan koe dr dlu smpai skg. aq tanak gdow nan koe ag uke. kte da lme knal, ptot nye hal cam ney ta pena jdik. aq da anggap koe mcm kaka aq da. kte ktwe sme2,if aq or koe sdey pon,kte sdey sme2. aq hrap koe da maaf kan aq. lpas ney, just bgtaw jekk if koe rse aq ad bwat koe sket aty. please!! just let me knoe! tengs kaka! im proud to call u my beshtie! -truthly nd honestly : alya azyla-

famely,kazen nd frens : tengs coz olways there fer me!

tengs ols. iloveyou! kowg byk sanad tlg aq. sury if aq ad bwt byk sala nan kowg sume ukeyh. aq sda aq spe, aq ta perfect. sume owg pena bwt sala uke, tp aq taw if aq da mlmpaw sanad nan kowg. sury sanad. aq ta bmksod na luke kn aty kowg. aq cme graw2 jek. tp if kowg rse graw aq tuh cm mlmpaw sanad, sury. myb aq ta sda. ble aq gdow nan kowg, aq sda tuh sume sala aq. aq mlampaw sanad. aq byk bwat kowg sket aty. aq byk bwat sala nan kowg. tp caye ar, aq tade niat pon na bwat kowg cm tuh. sury. even aq da bwat kowg cm tuh, kowg ttp lyn aq nan bek. kowg ttp tlg aq ble aq ssa. sury ukeyh. especially fer sumone that i hurt so much. sury kaka. i dont mean that. i just want u knoe how i felt. sury sanad2. kowg byk tlg aq even aq byk bwt sala nan kowg. sury ol. nd tengs coz u olways there fer me. tengs MUMY! tengs DADY! tengs KAKA! tengs BRO! tengs AIRIN nd CUMIE! tengs KWNKWN! kowg ttp yg tbek. im proud of oll of u! iloveyoufamely,kazennd frens!