eyh eyh! tengs uke..

tengs. tuh jekk yg i bole bg kat u sbb u bg i chance na sygs u. mmg dulu i ngaku yg i ta skee kt u. tp lpas ap yg u bwat kat i such as u caring sanad psal i,i rse i skee kt u. i taw i byk sket kn aty u. but i didn't meant it. sory uke. i taw, ap yg jdik skg ney bkan sala u. i yg bwat ney sume tjdik. i mmg byk gle sala nan u. thats why, i na kte sory sbb sket kn aty u nd tengs sbb bg i chance sygs u. u salu ckp yg u sygs i tp i mcm tade pasaan jekk. sbb at that tyme i cme anggap u mcm beshtie i jekk. jaat kn i. i ta ksa u na kte i jaat ke,i kejam kee. sbb i taw i mmg jaat,i mmg kejam bwat u cm tuh. now, u ask me to forget u. i dont think that i can. but i'll try if u ask me to do. now i knoe, even i ta knal u lme sanad tp u bole bg i ktwe ble i text u. i taw u mara kt i. thats why u ta rply text i. tp i ta ksa sbb mmg ptot pon u ta payah rply text i. mmg ptot u mara kt i. tp pape pon tengs aw.

bad girls?? yes, i am.

yes,i'm a bad girl. u can say that. i can't see sumone that arrogant with their life. that thing will make u see i'm a bad girls infront of u. because i will said to that person directly that i hate her/he being like that. once i said i hate to see u like that, forever i will hate it. unless if u trying to understand me the way i am. only peeps that know me as well as my famely do, understand my attitude actually. once u said that u hate me, hate my behavior, i'm twice hate u, hate ur behavior. if u told to ur frends that i bad enough, u're wrong!! there's ones girl that i knoe more bad than me. now, at this post, i want to tell u, that im a bad girl,but i'm Not a bitch. mind ur words if u trying to said that thing infront me. nd i olso hate girls that like to pretend to be sumbody else. no one perfect, so why u have pretending to be a person thats not u. if u don't even know cre aq bkwan cane, don't judge the books by its cover. bad girls?? yes,i am. any probs?? just tell me babe!

stop forcing me!!

can u stop forcing me?? that anoying u know. u treat me like a kids. i'm not! u are! ur behavior like kids yg bru na blaja loving sumone. why must u told me what to do. i'm not ur systah!! i'm know u less than 6 month. nd now u trying to arrange my life. who're u?? my boyfie?? no ryte. my brother?? no! my father?? of course u're not. rmas taw ta. please laa. i hve my own life. i can make my own decision. i doesn't need u to tell me about my decision nd about my future. u make me sick. evry tyme i bgtaw u yg i ta ske pgai u, u ckp sory.nex tyme u tanak bwat ag laa konon,kan. then,lpas2 tuh bwat gakk. tp ble i na bwat sumting, u msti ade untok bgtaw i ap i ptot bwat. u egt u bwat cm tuh owg ske ea. parents i pon ta control life i mcm u. if i kte i tanak,bole ta jgn pkse?? rmas seyh mcm ney. once again u force me nd tell me what to do, i will ignore u until u admit what u've done.
L/W:i have my own living circle, nd my circle doesn't need u to tell me what to do.

can u stop?? u hurt me enough!!

why must u hurt me?? am i do anything tht u hate?? no ryte? but why must u do that thing?? infront my own eyes! i feel so bad. i saw u with tht person. if she's ur frend, why must u wanna hold her hands?? why?? as i knoe, she's not ur systah ryte?? is that u called frends?? holding hands together,go evrywhere together(behind me!). i knoe tht she's ur classmate. but, pelu ke bnde tuh tjdik kt sume klas mate u?? i trust u. what u have done with my trust on u?? why must u make me hate u?? before this, u promise that kind of that things never will happen again ryte?? i trust u. now, u do it again. not evryone get second chance in their life. but u get it. i give it to u. knpe u sie2 kn second chance yg i bg tuh. if btol laa i ney pnteng tok u canew yg u salu ckp tuh, prove it! u said u na bruba. tp i ta nmpk pon yg u na bruba. npe seyh?? ta sngke u bole bwat i cmney. luckily i saw u. if i ta nmpk, ap ag seyh u bwat nan dy. tell me if u want her in ur life. not me. i give u 2 weeks to prove that u na bruba. if ta, u hve to choose. i do love u because u special nd prefect enough fer me. that's why i give u one more chance. i hope u ta sie2 kn one more chance yg i bg ney.

dear ***** , ily! :)

koe taw ark,ekceli aq da lme ske kt koe. tp aq ta bgtaw koe sbb aq ego tanak ngaku aq ske kt koe even koe da pena tye aq byk kali. mmg la koe tuh ta ensem sanad,tp aq ta pena pndg tuh sume. koe bek glew nan aq. koe salu bwat aq ktwe if aq jmpe koe. koe taw pangai aq cane,nd aq bole nmpk yg koe bole trime aq walau cane aq skali pon. koe pena tgok aq ta mekap, bkan lawo pon an, tp koe ta pena ksa pon. koe still lyn aq bek.koe still bole trime aq cane. aq taw, koe pena dga dyowg cte mcm2 pasal aq.tp aq tgok mcm koe ta amek pdulik pon. sbb aq taw koe da knal aq cane. koe bek doe nan aq. slme ney, aq aggap koe cm beshtie aq jekk,tp bwu skunk aq sda yg aq mmg btol2 ske kt koe. aq ta ksa if lpas ney koe kte yg koe cme aggp aq ney beshtie koe jekk. yek ar,ta heran ar. aq ta lawo pon,ta sumil cm mmb2 koe yg len tuh. yg pnting aq da bgtaw yg aq btol2 ske kt koe. pning siak kple aq ble pk pasal ney sume. aq asek pk,na bgtaw koe ke tanak. aq na bgtaw,tp aq sgan la seyh na bgtaw dpn2. da la koe lyn kple,pentol2 jekk. ntie if kne ngalan aq gak yg mlu an.haha. skunk ney, even kte da ta stu klas ag pon,koe still tgo2 aq.ta mcm dak2 len,klas jek sblah tp jgn harap ar na tgo. koe salu kacow aq. even kdg2 aq rse cm rimas,tp aq sda if koe ta kcow aq,msti borink jekk. dri cre koe,nmpak sanad cm koe bg aq hrpan aw. plish laa,tamao bg aq hrpan. koe kwat ngalan,kdg2 aq rse ngalan koe tuh cm real aw. mksod nye mcm, ble koe ngalan aq sumthing yg ta ptot koe ngalan kat aq, aq rse mcm -'eyh,alamak,koe ney btol ke an ckp cm tuh. siyes ke an.' ad stu pktaan koe salu ckp tyme koe ngalan aq. even skli dga cm geli jek an,tp aq ske dga.haha. ble koe kcow aq, nd aq rse cm na mra jekk, ntie koe ckp -'koe sygs aq an. if koe sygs aq,koe jgn mra2 uke.' cre koe ckp, mcm koe bg aq hrpan aw. tamao laa. kn skunk ney aq da tesuke kt koe. spe yg ssah. aq ngn koe jgek yg ssah an. siyesly, aq ckp tros trang, aq mmg ske kt koe.

missing you!!

Ever since that rainy day you left
You’ve taken part of me with you
My heart fails to understand
What all this really means
The numbness that’s dwelling in my mind
Keeps telling me to let you go
But I can only listen to
The crying in my heart
My heart is bursting with so much pain
And time passes slowly; I just can’t help
How much I miss you
I’m missing you, missing you
Why did you have to say good-bye?
Maybe this was the way that things were meant to be
I’m missing you

I know I’m drowning in all my tears
I just can’t seem to cease the flood
My heart keeps on yearning for you
Will you ever come back?
The aching that’s been inside my heart
Doesn’t seem to become any less
I try to tell myself to move on
But I can’t help myself
Repeat Chorus 1 minus last line

Please promise me, promise me
That you’d find someone else to love
It’s not me, though it’s not me
For your sake, I’ll learn to be strong
It’s hard for me, hard for me
Oh, I love you, I’m missing you
Maybe this was the way that things were meant to be
I’m missing you