that was me!

aq ta sntek,aq ta cute, nd aq ta maket skali pon. pluss aq ta pena kte aq ney sntek or cute or maket skali pon. korg tuh jek yg pasan aq pena ckp mcm tuh. aq kuar uma cane, aq dress up cane, pangai aq cane pon tuh sume tade kne mngene ngn korg. aq ta pena komplain ap yg korg pakai,ap yg korg bwat. skali pon aq ta pena kte jgn! seda ataupon ta korg laa yg ekceli byk bgtaw aq ap yg ptot aq bwat,ap yg ptot aq pkai. sume bnde kalao bole jgn! ap yg aq bwat sume bnde sala bg korg. aq len dri korg. aq ta pena na control kalao korg na kuar ngn aq pkai tdung o what so ever laa kan.. tp ble tyme aq plak,kalao bole korg na sowh aq ikot cre korg. life korg,words korg,cre mkn korg nd almost everything korg na aq ekot cre korg. tp kalao korg?? tapena na ekot cre aq even once.nd aq ta pena kesah pon. tp knpe kalao bole korg na aq ekot gak cre korg even aq ta slese. korg pena pk? ta pena kan. cme aq ney jek yg bodo pk psal aty korg. pk psal prasaan korg. mcm org gle aq pk cane na jge aty korg,cane na bwat korg epi. tp korg? tapena pon kan.. cre korg jek yg aq kne ekot. ble msenye pulak korg na ekot cre aq. aq salu egt airin ckp biar ap org bwat kt kte,jgn smpai kte bwat kt org. tp adil ke ntok aq biar kan ap yg korg bwat kt life aq. korg sowh aq bruba sbb aq na jdik mmb korg. aq da try. but aq tabole. aq tabole na tuka life aq ekot cre korg yg aq ta bese. aq tabese ngn cre korg.aq korg pk? aq salu pk,kalao aq mnx korg skali jekk ekot cre aq,korg na ke an. korg slese ke. korg bese ke. korg epi ke kalao mcm tuh. korg mnx aq tlg,fine aq tlg. sbb ap?sbb aq pk korg mmb aq. aq tlg even bnde tuh susa tok aq tlg. tp aq pk ap gne ad mmb kalao tabole na tlg mmb sndrik. but unfortunately korg tapena anggap ap yg aq bwat tok korg tuh as a mmb. all of u don't even appreciate it. na kte korg appreciate,na say tengs pon susa na aq dga. what type of mmb like that. aq bkan na kte aq mngungkit ap yg aq da pena tlg korg. aq just na sket jek korg tunjok kn rse appreciate korg tuh ats ap yg aq da bwat ntok korg. aq ta bole na ubah korg tok mnjdik mmb yg aq na. korg pon tabole na ubah aq jdik mmb yg korg na.bcos this is me. the life i've through was my life. my life was suppose to flow with my rythm.not urs. this is me. im not gonna change it because an excuses that i can't accept.
truthly from my heart post by : alya azyla

they never know about this..

they never know
i always crying by myself
i always do everything all by myself
i always feel lonely
i always stay in my room all by my self

they never ever know that
peeps always talking bad about me
peeps always do thing that hurt my feelings

until forever they not know that
i always behave myself because a frens
i always take care of their heart
i always try to make everything perfect in their eyes
i always try to make my frens dream come true
i always follow their way to live my own life
i never care what peeps say about me to make me feel better
i never get what i want even in many ways i've try
i never care about my feelings only to take care about my frens feelings
i never mind what peeps do to me
i need my frens support to continue my journey
i need a positive spirit from my frens
i need a moral support from my frens
i need their advice to make me feel better
i need all my frens happiness to make me feel better
i won't happy if my frens not happy
i can't sleep if my frens hve a big probs
i wouldn't let my frens sad because a small probs
i shouldn't let other peeps let down my frens heart
i will there for my frens if they need me
i will make they comfortable when they with me
i will make sure my frens can get what they want in their life
i will make sure my frens life were happily ever after


the truth what i need is a relation from my frens that peeps used to call it a FRIENDSHIP nd i want it will become FOREVER nd we're HAPPILY EVER AFTER..

stop judge my life!!!!

who the hell u think u are?? nobody perfect!! so am i.. life koe pon ta laa perfect soo,,koe ta payah ckp mcm cre aq ney tringin sgt na mmb ngn korg.. life aq,,ske aq ar na bwat cane.. aq gediks?? aq prasan bgos?? aq ad susa kn parents koe ke?? ta pena.. aq gediks2,prasan sntekk,, ad aq mnx brg koe??? tade laa doe.. pluss brg koe bkan lawo pon aq na mnx.. stop judging my life before i judge ur life the way u do to me.. as what i always said,,i hve my own living circle nd my circle doesn't all peeps like u to talk about it.. i live my life on the way i am,, nd i love it.. koe ta payah susa2 na cte2 psal life aq.. life aq tade kne mngene ngn koe.. thts why laa koe ta payah sebok2 na survey2 blog aq,,page aq,, semate2 na cte kt dorg sume.. aq ta eran pon.. bkan takat korg laa weyh mmb aq.. na kte aq pasan maket??so what?? koe pon na maket gak?? bhahahaah.... pelik pluss pening aq ngok korg ney laa... haishh.. hate me?? do i look care?? who cares anyway?? (airin's word.bhaha)judge ur own life before u judge my life bitch!!!!!

eyh,,please laa weyh!!

weyh,, koe egt aq ta dtg sbb ap?? koe ney mmg ta pena think out of the box kn.. mcm ta bole pk sbb len jekk.. koe bole pk sbb yg munasabah cket ta?? aq ta heran pon korg tanak mmb ngn aq.. mcm korg jekk mmb aq.. ske aq ar aq na jdik cane.. i just be who i am.. ta mcm korg fake gle bpak.. dpan org tuh bwat bek.. ckp mcm ta sala.. tp blakang2,, 13 kali mcm sial an.. pk dulu b4 koe ckp aq mcm sial.. so,,koe da bce blog aq ar an.. ap koe rse?? oren?? bhaha.. ckp jek laa weyh yg koe ta ske aq..seinci pon aq ta eran aw.. koe ta payah susa2 na tlg bgtaw yg dorg tanak mmb ngn aq.. da lme da aq taw.. cme aq na tgok sejaoh mne korg bole jdik fake mcm tuh.. now aq taw,, korg ta kan pena bole trime aq as korg pye mmb.. even aq ney cane skali pon.. i olredii try to change my life.. but sori to say,,i can't to change it bcos all of u.. i live the way i am nd i love it..
F Y I : aq ta kesah laa weyh korg tanak mmb ngn aq skali pon.. sbb korg bkan mmb yg tebaek pon..
T A N : i have my own living circle nd my circle doesn't need all of BITCH like u to talk about it..

hish,,smbong btol!

ad org ney,,after g holiday these past few days,,blgakk btoll.. kalao bole na cte kt sume org yg dy knal yg dy tuh g holiday... da la tuh,,ngn aq pon tanak tego.. aq ckp ngn dy mcm ckp ngn meje jekk..sabo jekk laa.. dy pye blagakk tuh,,adoiyaii ta bole bla.. pdhal bkan la g holiday kt oversea.. nd psal dy laa,,mmb aq da ta lyn aq sgt.. aq tye dy bek2,,dy mcm na mara2 aq plakk.. nseb bekk aq pk mmb laa siakk.. hish.. mlas plak aq na pk..
T A N : aq ta ksa koe tanak tego aq laa weyh.. my life is much happier w/o u laa doe..pluss,, koe bkan ad bwat pape tok aq pon.. nd ble koe tade,, tuh laa the precious moment ever.. in easy way to say,, actually u ruin my life's happiness..
F Y I : im getting sick nd bored with ur behavior!!

rindu nyeee!!!

lme nye ta update blog.. rindu sgt3.. hee.. ney sume sbb tataw da na update ap.. nothing intrested in my life in these past few month.. cme ad a few things that spoilt my mood.. pluss,im kinda bz with my studies.. so,,ttyl.. >_<