things i want to do if i have you :)

If I have you , there'll be so many things I want to do
I've dreamt to have a boy friend like you
The first, kissing you in the street
The second, catching the early train for Chooncheon with you
The third, going on a picnic with you
The fourth, the piggy back ride
The fifth, couple-ring is basic to our love
it'll be really sweet

The thought of it makes my heart flutter
I'll try to do every one a day with you
I'm so happy to be with you
I'm so happy we both are together
You're a real treasure to me

If I have a boyfriend, there'll be so many things I also want to do
I've always envied another's boyfriend

The sixth, I'll go to late night movies with you
The seventh, I'll go to amusement parks with you
The eighth, I'll hold a surprise event for you
i'll be really happy because of you

i'm so happy to be with you, I'm so happy we both are together
Wherever we are, or whatever we do
I really want us to be one
Everyday what I really try to do with you, is to tell you, "I love you"
What I really want to hear from you, is such a word, "I love you"
Thank you for coming to me
I'm so happy to be with you
You are my only love

please forgive me :'(

aku taw aku byk buat sala dgn korg. aku jaat dgn korg even korg baek gile dg aku. aku sala byk dgn korg. sory. aku ta suke bende nihh jadik. bende2 mcm nihh la yg aku na elak kan tp bende nih still jdik jugak. aku sala dgn korg. hope korg dpt maaf kan aku even korg ta dpt na trime aku jdi membe korg mcm dulu lagii. tape,memang sala aku pon. yang penting korg maafkan aku ye. i was shaking when i type this. idk why. mybe takot korg ta maafkan aku. sory. aku pon tanak nih sume jdi. aku terok. korg baek dgn aku tapi aku buat korg cmtuh pulak. sala aku. memang sala aku. aku da taw korg ta suke kalau aku cm tuh tp aku buat jgak. teroknye aku nihh. sory. memang sume sala aku. hope you can forgive me. i really hope it. sorry sorry sorry :')

i'm sorry :')

I’m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn’t turn back time

For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right

So sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight
And I’m So sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
sorry love,for wasting your time

And apology now after all of this time
Won’t make my difference tonight
But I’m hoping I’m Sorry will open your mind
To love in your life

its been a long time :)

da lame da ta update blog kan. fb pon da lame ta online. rinduu :) biase laa busy with my days. now holiday pon tinggal less than 2 weeks. malasnye na naik skola cepat2. boring la. then kene focus on study sebab da na SPM. boring!

tragedy of us :')

first time i nampak you,honestly muke you sombong gilee.that was my first impression about you.i ta suke tengok muke you yg sombong tuh and i wish i takan jumpe you lagii.a few hours later,i masok class,terkejot gile bile i nmpak you dudok kt dlm class i.i ingat da takan jumpe you lagii tp rupenye kite nii classmate.
after a few month,i tataw cane kite bole jadii best friend.kite salu borak-borak,makn sesame. i ingat you sombong but i take back my word.you such a nice guy.btw you kinda cute too :)
every weekend,you salu bawak i jalan2 pegi park.i rase happy sgt. you pon baek gilee.
maken lame,you dengan i maken rapat.pegi mane2 pon i mesti pegi dgn you.you pon cmtuh jgak.kite rapat betol sampai classmate kite sume pon ckp kite nii couple. *maluu
you said,"i will do anything for you,i'll keep you safe and i promise i will taking good care of you" at first i ta percaye ape yg you ckp. until one day.kite naek train and i tertido bile da sampai. i ta sangke yg you akan angakt i sampai ruma. i betol2 ta sangke. i feel touched but i'm happy :')
satu harii tuh, i tataw knape kite bole gadoh. kite gadoh terokk.sampai ta tego. bile nmpak i,you buat cm ta kenal.i pon mcm tuh. entah knpe kite gadoh lepas kuar harii tuh. i feel bad. at that moment,i realize that i need you stay by my side and i always need you.
after few weeks kite ta tego,i rase mcm tade mood na buat pape. na buat homework pon tabole focus.until one moment,i na lintas jalan,i ta seda pon ade kerete laju ke arah i.i ta prasan langsung sebab ingat kat you.i rase mcm ade org tolak i dari depan.i ta prasan sape.rupe nye you,na elak kan i dari kene langgar. i terkejot bile i nmpak you yg kene langgar.byak sgt darah.ingat you da tanak tego i lagii tp you yg minta maaf kat i sebab da lame ta tego. smpai hospital doct ckp you critical. i risau gile mase tuh,da tataw na buat ape. mnyesal i da lame ta tego you. kalau laa i yg tego you dulu mesti ta jadii mcm nii.i takot something worst will happen to you.
now almost a year bende tuh terjadii. until now i nyesal ta tego you dulu. tp ape yg terjadi dulu buat i rase lebehh happy ngan you. i appreciate what you have done to me. i salu ingat ape yg you ckp "i will do anything for you,i'll keep you safe and i promise i will taking good care of you". i'm happy having you around me to take care of me. "whatever it is,let bygone be bygone. i ta kesa ape pernah jadi kat i as long i ade you" you said to me with your bigg smile.

is it? :|

while you were laughing together with her, i was crying by my own. is it great? is it fun? where were you when i need you the most? why you left when i still want you to be here with me? why you doing that? why you doing this to me? am i deserve this? i really hope you can be like before,where you was there when need you the most :')