The handsome, Anthony Neely :)

aaww aww aww!!~~

he's great!

who is he?

he is Anthony Neely.The American-Taiwanese mandopop singer. His father is American,his mother is Taiwanese. In 2009,Anthony participated in popular singing competition, One Million Star (season 5) as a PK ( Player Kill) challenger. His performance created huge sensations after getting the full 25 points thrice and being the first in the reality show's history to get score a whopping 33 out of 25 points. Anthony doubled-majored in Psychology and Theatre Studies in the University of California,San Diego. Anthony is bilingual in English and Mandarin Chinese. [source : Wikipedia,the free encyclopedia]

so kalau na crite penuh psal si kacak nii memang panjang laa kan. pendek kate,pendek kate saya tak kate (cehh mcm tinggi sgt je gemokk nii an haha) dia nii memang berbakat and handsome. heii if i can meet him huuummm...

haa sudasuda. berangan jekk haha

ala bia laa bak kate Sys Elia pon 'berangan itu perlu'. cewahh haha

APEAPESAJELAAYEADASAYAKESAH : his song, (Sorry That I Loved You) give a big impact to me. the lyrics same as my story :') [sorry that i hurt you,sorry i was falling in love with you] :'(

jealous? whoa!

who? me? whoa! please laa okeyhh.

ye,ngaku je laa alya. kau memang jealous kat 'that girl' kan haha

i'm not! kenapa saya nak jealous kt 'that girl' pulak.

yelah. that girl kan couple dgn 'dia'. mestila jealous kan,kan,kan.

stop it! saya tak jealous dengan 'that girl' laa. bia laa 'that girl' couple dgn 'dia'. bukan masalah saya.

memang kau tak jealous tapi kau tak suke 'that girl' kan. mcm laa 'that girl' byak buat sala dgn kau.

mane ade. tade laa. saya tak jealous and saya okeoke je dgn 'that girl'.

betul ke saya ni jealous and tak suke 'that girl' sebab couple dgn 'dia'? i don't think so. she match dgn 'dia'. sebab 'that girl' cantik,cute,good in dress up. tak mcm saya. so there are no reason why saya tak suke 'that girl' couple dgn 'dia'.

"I'M HAPPY IF HE'S HAPPY WITH HIS CHOICE"

APEAPESAJELAAYEADASAYAKESAH : saya tak jealous dengan 'mereka', in fact saya suke tengok 'mereka' do things together,especially celebrate 'his' birthday last week. its like, 'she' represents me to celebrate 'his' birthday :') so stop saying that i am jealous dgn 'that girl' because I'M NOT!!

crying? should i?

these past few days,i felt like i want to cry. i try to avoid it but i can't. should i?

feeqa : why you were crying babe?

me : i don't know. maybe because of what had happen these days. but should i cry for someone that never 'know' me and never care about me?

feeqa : you have the answer. only you know the answer.

me : but where can i find it? how can i know?

feeqa : you will know babe. it must because of 'him' right?

me : yaa. what do you think babe? should i?

feeqa : babe, don't take seriously ape yang i nak cakap nii oke. i don't think you should. 'he' doesn't look like 'know' you even both of you have been friend since form 1.

me : i know. and i try to forget 'him' but i can't.

feeqa : you should,no you MUST forget him. i can help you. in fact we all can help you if you want. we can't stand to see you like this because of 'him'. you've changed just because of 'HIM'.

me : i'll try. thanks babe for being there for me. i owe you.

feeqa : naaahh. its oke babe. you was there when i need you. now its your turn. you didn't owe me anything. now come on, you need to fresh up your eyes :)

thanks to Feeqa because she was there when i need someone to talk with. i owe her much. thanks babe!

HOW ABOUT YOU? DO YOU THINK I SHOULD CRY FOR HIM? why not leave some comments to give your opinion. thank you! <3

so what?

i feel like,, what? why you saying that? is that true?

i can believe she could said that to me. saya ta kesah kalau dia na bgtahu yang saya ni dah melampau tapi ta bole ke bgtahu saya in a good way.

she : kau nii ketawe over laa alya *dgn nada marah & annoyed gile*

me : hah? asal pulak?

dia ta bgtahu saya kenape. dia teros pandang tmpat lain and buad tatawu bile saya panggil dia.

kenape? kenape dia tanak bgtahu?

i don't know if she in a bad mood and saya ta marah bile dia ckp mcm tuh tp kenape mcm na marah saya? saya ta kacau dia pon. dia tenga buat homework and tiba-tiba ja ckp mcm tuh dekat saya. terkejot saya. da orang lain ketawa, saya pon ketawa laa.

ala biaa je dia tuh. dia p****d kott. bia je. buat tataw jek.

haha tataw laa pulak an. and tanak tawu pon. memang bia je. sawan kot dy tuh haha

da saya ketawa mcm tuh. na buad cane. takan na suro saya ketawa mcm dia pulak an. cover2. please laa. annoyed gile. okeoke saya tanak gado pasal stupid things nii. pasal cara saya ketawa pon jadi masalah bg dy. saya ta kesah pon dia tasuke saya ketawa cane. itu masalah dia bukan masalah saya

APEAPESAJELAAYEADASAYAKESAH : okeoke, this story end here. saya da tanak denga psal saya crite kt belog saya pasal dia tuh. saya cume crite ape yang saya rase je oke. why take it serious?

kekecewaan :(

today's story about my 'kekecewaan' after log in to facebook. and maybe entry ini akan sedikit touching.

kenape?

because i just got know that he just had girlfriend on his 17th birthday :') a bit sad and dissapointed but like what i said before 'saya adalah student yang prihatin terhadap classmates-nya :) '

cewahh yang na touching2 ni apehal. chillax (chill + relax) laa.

tapayah na prasan sangat laa ehh alya, dy tuh ta pandang kau pon. girlfriend dy tuh cantik gile. ta mcm kau.

ye saya tau. saya tak cantik,saya tak pandai na dress up mcm orang lain. saya tau tuh. tak bagi tau pon saya bole tau. tape tapayah ckp, trime kaseh je laa :')

ye memang dulu saya suke die. tp saya cume suke. which thats mean suke TENGOK muke die je. not more than that. others yang kate saya suke die which means saya suke die LEBIH dari yang saya katakan tadi,hope they can change their perception towards me.

for those yang pernah baca entry saya yang sebelum2 ni,which mostly i wrote about him mesti ingat saya suke die MORE than that,kan. actually not. please don't misunderstanding.

APEAPESAJALAAYEADASAYAKESAH : walaupun saya selalu kata saya tak kesah pasal ape yang orang kata psal saya,itu tak bermaksud saya TAK pernah ambil kira ape yang orang ckp psal saya.

happy birthdayy!!

happy birthday to you~ happy birthday to you~ happy birthday to Ivan~ happy birthday to you!~~ haha

happy 17th birthday awak! sory laa nak ckp kat kelas segan pluss malu pulak hee so wish kt blog nii je laa ye. whether you read this or not,i can't make sure that :)

so this entry kena laa spell in the right way. takot dy tak faham pulak nanti. bukan ape, mane laa tawu dy akan bace belog saya yang tak seberapa nii kan (cewahh prasan nii)

:: i tak ada hadiah nak bagi. saya cuma mampu bagii ni je kat awak :) ::

:: boleh laa dari tak ada kan hee~::

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tarra!!! haa ni present awak. penat tau saya sampul haha

setakat nii, itu jelah yang saya mampu. next time i give you more hahahaha

BTW : entry ini saya post bukan sebab saya suke dia or what (aaa adelah siket haha) tp sebab saya adalah student yang prihatin terhadap classmates-nya (cehh prihatin ke?)

APEAPESAJELAAYEADASAYAKESAH : cewahh create post nii mcm confident je yang dy tuh na bace haha tape saya tak kesah. lagi skali saya na kate yang saya TAK SUKE dy mcm yang korang salu ckp tuh. its just a misunderstanding oke. he's someone boyfriend oke. AIRIN, ingat tuh BOYFRIEND orang taukk haha