Assalamualaikum :)
First of all, I'm sorry. For all my words. For all what I've said. I've made mistakes. I was wrong. I try to love you but I fail to take back my heart from him.
"I suka you tapi hati I ada pada orang lain. That's it."
Remember those words ? Actually, what I've meant about that line is I like you but only as a friend. Nothing more than that. Because my heart has been taken away by him.
That moment bila you confess cakap you suka I, I tanya you "kenapa baru sekarang ?" I tanya tu sebab you're late. Too late for everything.
Bila you kata you dah berbulan tunggu I, I tak tahu nak cakap apa. Cara you, macam you berharap sangat. I tahu apa rasa tunggu orang. I dah penat nak tunggu orang. And sekarang, orang yang I tunggu tu dah ada depan mata I. It's impossible for me to let him go. Same as you right.
And I tahu apa rasa bila orang bagi kita harapan lebih sangat. I pernah minta you jangan berharap sangat kan ? Sebab I tahu, I akan kecewakan you. I tak mampu nak sayang you. I cuma mampu suka you, sebagai kawan. Sorry. That's why I'm telling the truth sebelum you berharap sangat. I taknak you kecewa.
Sorry if what I've said has hurt you. But, trust me. If I didn't tell you, you'll hurt more.
I'm sorry for everything. I suka you tapi I tak mampu sayang you. I tak mampu nak bagi hati I pada you.