3 years of waiting. Did I get what I want? No I didn't. How does it felt? It breaks me apart. It tear me. It takes my heart. And here I am. With some pieces of broken heart.
2 years waiting for an explaination that I never get. Wasting time? Yeah it does. Do I regret on that? No I'm not. At least I know how far I can be loyal to one person. Feel stupid. Stay loyal for nothing. Pity me.
Do I still have to wait for another year? It's been fews. I'm afraid that I can't.
Dear a guy that I've been in love with,
I don't think my time has wasted. I wait if I want. I stay when I'm in love. Your past, has nothing to do with me. I don't care about it. Our future that matters. But at least let me know. I want to know you more than your friends did. I don't want to hear from others about what kind of person you are. I want to see the real you with my own eyes, not ears. I don't believe them. I believe you. But if what they said is true, and you really want to know me for who I am and you're ready to see the real me, do know me from me. Not them. I don't want to waste another year. Grown up people don't do that. Please tell me something I need to know. Don't let me questioning your attitudes towards me. Don't let me think that I'm better gone. I want to know you more. Stop keep the distance between us. It's killing me. I can't handle it. Stop giving me hopes that I'm gonna get you someday if the truth is I won't. If what I've been thinking all this while is wrong, step forward, look into my eyes, tell me the truth. Tell me about your heart through your eyes. Between us. Again, I'll wait when I want to. Don't expect for me to move on to another guys so quick cause that is not me. Yeah you know the phrase, once you've entered into my heart, you won't find the exit, cause I already lock you in.
From, the girl who fall for you since the beginning.
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