MELVACREANATION !

"Jangan ambil mudah usaha orang yang berharap. Sampai masa dia putus usaha, menyesal."

Ada masa aku fikir semua benda tak jadi macam mana kita nak. Time flies. Aku selalu pesan dekat diri sendiri, masa berubah. Takkan sama walau macam mana teruk pun kau berharap semua kenangan tu kekal atau berulang.

I have decided to leave everything behind along with 2016.

Susah. Sebab tu aku cuba slow slow. Aku busy kan diri walaupun aku tak busy. Tapi aku still fikir. Aku still teringat.

Aku dihantui perasaan kenangan sendiri.

I guess 2016 is the end of everything.

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Terduduk sekejap bila ingat benda benda lepas. Ye aku seorang emosi. Emosi bila benda yang paling aku tak sangka terjadi.

Aku mula fikir mana salah sendiri. Apa aku kena buat to make things right. Kenapa aku yang kena.

But then I've realized, aku mempersoalkan takdir. Aku salah.

Terdiam. Serious terdiam bila aku flashback semua lawak kita, macam mana kita boleh lepak sampai pagi gelak beria. Terdiam bila teringat aku terlalu bahagia masa tu. Terkedu bila fikir, kita semua dah lain.

You can say anything you'd want. You can leave me as far as you can. But please. Let me keep this memories. The memories that I can't have it anywhere.

These past 2 years is a great years. Thank you for those who's there to make it better.

So, in order to get a better future without the same broken hearted, I have to leave you here. Let these memories stay as memories. Give me space please.