First week of May :
Everything flows like usually. A happiness in April still didn't end. I hope May will be the way more better than April. Hopefully.
Second week of May :
Everything starts to turn upside down from what I've thought it will be. There's nothing that hurt me much than knowing everything that he'd told me is a lie. EVERYTHING ! and your words, broke my heart into pieces. How could you ? I trust you, and this what you've done to me ? Great ! Now, leave me alone ! I want to get rid of you from my mind. You don't deserve to be in my heart.
Third week of May :
Semua nak berhenti kerja. Semua
tinggalkan aku. Kenapa ? tp aku faham, tu semua untuk masa depan korang
jugak kan. Orang yang selalu rapat dengan aku pun dah semakin jauh.
Semuanya berubah. Apa yang aku dah buat ? Kenapa korang dah tak macam dulu ? Kenapa ? Aku lukakan korang ke ?
Last week of May :
I did. Aku dah lupa kan kau. 98%. Tapi sekarang, kenapa kau datang balik ? Kenapa kau muncul balik ? Nak kecewa kan aku lagi ? At the time that I need you much, where are you ? ohh yah. you was there, but to hurt me more. Last two weeks you've said, you love her right ? you have her. and now ? you claimed that I am your girlfriend ? How many times you want to hurt me ? I'm tired to glued my heart that you've stole and gave it back in pieces. I'm sick of your games !
Hopes of June :
I didn't hope much. I just hope everything would be more better than May. If in June there's no laughter like April,March and February, I wish there will be less tears than May. I WISH. Please June. Make it happen. I'm begging you. MAKE IT HAPPEN !